Thursday, October 14, 2004
doom day!
haix..now feeling so super moody..the whole day..the way i feel..so super funny lors..at first moody..then happy..then very moody..haix...
in the morning..i very very scared..cos lit lors..i super lousy at doing lit paper..n it's like, i never really study..only focus on certain areas..esp kino..so it's like, other things i not say very sure..then when peeps around me start talking about other characters..i get very gan jiong n scared..then i almost cried know..some more when we go for assembly, everyone was studying..so danapal walked from behind our class..then shouted at us n 2E2..say what we very rude..people talking on stage then we reading..we were all very bu shuang lahs..exams we study, also scold.dont study,also they scold..then if they know we study, why talk so much rubbish..but we just kept quiet..
then she asked for monitor of 2E2..then charles walked up to her..then she was in front of me..i stood facing her diagonally..praying very hard..cos alot of things for her to catch..skirt..then shirt never tuck in..then draw behing some more..my rubber band..my socks..ankle..yahs..alot lahs..but she never see..then she asked for my class monitor..which is me..then she scolded charles..but she never scold me..she just say my class must stay back..stupid lors..make me so nervous..
then go back class..very nervous..now is because of lit..then go for pe..feel so de-stressed..alot better..then feeling better..then after that nervous n scared again..
then more n more gan jiong..then go into exam hall..wanna cry..but then hugged cai n jo n sw..felt so much better..then i prayed..then felt better also..n really thank God kaes..the essay question..i at first couldnt rmb anything..then as i write on, all the facts just fly into my head..thank God..
i managed to finish!!! n i was so super happy, i wanted to tear the pearl in front of michael, n burn his notes!!! n i told sw i wanna burn the bowen flag on our grad nite!!!!! hahas..thats still like, 2 years away..haix..
then so happy..then hungry..so bought lunch lahs..then the moment i sat down, i thought of the chinese paper..then no appetite..but they made me eat anyways.
thats why now moody..got back chinese paper..66 only lors..haix..but..nvm..all is in God's Hands..i'll trust Him..
thanks toOtSiE..all ur encouragements..yups..u really sent alot..hahas..thanks..
thanks shi wei..my dear dear sis..and jo n cl.. hahas..thanks for the hug before the exam..
thanks grandmama n mum!!! hahas..u two also wished me all the best..hahas..
thanks serene and eileen..u two also very encouraging..lurve ya so much..
i feel so much better now..thanks to all the rubbish from mr toOtSiE..hahas..
well wells..i will work hard..i'll prove that i can do it..well, i cant..but GOD can! lurve ya Lord..without You, i wont be here typing all these at all..
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