Monday, November 01, 2004
i'm back!! i'm in super good mood!! why? because it's the HOLIDAYS !!! but will get tired of it after one or two weeks..i miss school..well, not the studying part..particularly the messing around part..hahas..
*screams* daddy finally changed my plan!! to suntext!! the one with 1000 free smses!! woo-hoo! yups..n it comes with a free hp..not so fantastic, but still, free color hp..hahas..mummy using it..
my results is another thing that makes me so happy..
~he~ is another thing that makes me happy!!!! thinkin about him alone is enough!! hahas..u wont know who he is..bleah..tell u..he is so so so cute kaes..hahas..but he doesnt know i like him..i dont want him to know either..hahas..n i dont think he reads my blog, so it doesnt matter me writing so much about him..though i cant give obvious hints lahs..he's taller than me! argh! kaes,fine,guys are supposed to be taller than girls.but he last time shorter than me kaes! what else..erms..he's a responsible guy..a gentleman..really..he always lets females go first..n opens doors for them etc..he is..same age as me..hahas..i wanted to type one of his super strong points..but..if i type, the whole world will know who he is..n i dont want to risk letting him know..cos i dont know if he reads my blog..i only know he came a few times..well, it's something related to music..thats all i'm saying..hahas..i dont know who he likes, n i dont wanna know..because if he's not the guy for me, whatever i do at the moment wont change it..if he is the guy for me, we'll still get together even if i refuse to budge..yups..so..God's gonna take care of that, not me..*shakes head* but..for the time being, just let me gush about him! hahas..he's cute, sweet!!! BUT..he's not gonna take the place of Jesus in my heart..He's never gonna be number one in my heart.why? i'll tell u..
number 1: JESUS
number 2: daddy and mummy and kor
number 3: my family..i mean the whole family..including cousins n all
number 4: the Clique, all my good friends (u should know who- eileen,serene,joselyn,zihui,lebbillie,reuben n my cg!)
number 5: HIM -- aha! finally! hahas
well..another thing..really thank God..u know..my life was just so messed up..so so messed up..everything was going wrong..but i just told God i'm gonna surrender all to Him..i dont wanna try to take charge..n guess what? everything is going great! thats why i was kind of in horrible mood the past week..but now? i'm a happy happy girl!! cos God loves me so much! n i love Him too!
thanks jon, for the disney soundtrack!
well..i'll blog another time..i've hogged the com for so long..hahas..cya..cant wait for class gathering on 13 nov..and the church camp!!!
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