Sunday, December 26, 2004
haix..........................
thats all i can say for today..i'm really sick of such stuff..i had to handle them more than once in school..now it's happening in church..i'm not blaming anyone or what.but..yahs.
why is it the people treat me like so pyschopath? like, i'm supposed to read everyone's mind to find out whats wrong? i'm a normal human can..why cant anyone understand me..i just need one such person..one such person to understand how i feel..know that i'm just a normal 14 year-old teenage girl..i face the same problems just as every other teenage girl does..pple always come to me after they make a mess out of things..for me to clean them up..i dont mind doing it..but explain to me why the mess was caused! how do u expect me to know whats happening just like that? and if everyone just expects me to clean up all the mess, who's gonna clean mine? i have my own personal problems too! sick of it..sick of crying over such stuff..really sick of it..
well..what to do..guess God has His reasons..He wont make me go through it for nothing..what to do..can only look to Him for strength..cos He's the ONLY one who understands how i feel..
Lord i REALLY need ur strength NOW..and ur wisdom..i want to handle things the way u want me to..just bless me with ur wisdom Lord..please...i'm really DESPERATE for it..and u promised that whatever i ask in ur name, u'll give..i know u dont break ur promises Lord..so..yahs..grant me wisdom n strength..cos i really cant carry on..i'm so tired..so so tired..thank you Lord..i love You no matter what happens..
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