anger

argh

*screams out loud*

the number of smses i used amounted to more than 2000..and guess what? i didnt use so much

m1 got problem again! last month also like that!

my dad is super angry..and he made me call m1 to rectify n clarify the problem..he threatened to confiscate my hp..so.yahs..dont contact me through my hp..my house number is 62824711..when its safe to msg me, i'll let yall know..

kaes..just called my dad..he sounds..calm..too calm..got this chinese idiom which says "calmness before a storm"..which means there's gonna be a storm!!!! flee for ur life!!!! haha..lame..wait..how i can still joke during times of adversity? (too strong a word to use, but hey, my life is at stake! sort of.whole night of scolding)

well..this is what i plan to do..eat dinner before he comes home..then stay in my room the whole night, pretending to study..not gonna give him a chance to scold me..bleahs.

aiyohs..Lord arhs..only You can help lors..how..until the operations manager calls me, i wont be able to sleep!!!

haix..even if i kill myself also wont help lors..there's nothing i can do until the person calls..

how?!?! how?!?! how?!?!

dead meat.. dead meat..

Lord..i know no matter how many times i call Your Name also no use..but..yahs..i really dont know what to do already..i've not only gotten myself into trouble, i've gotten someone else into trouble too..sorry Lord..this is gonna be the first n the last time..You grant both of us strength to not sms so much kaes..thank You Lord..i'm gonna entrust the whole situation into Your Hands..amen





i'm fine already..=)

ignore the last entry..

know why?

cos i know God is there for me

He is the one who granted me strength to forgive those who hurt me

and..sr, i forgive u too..

shirmaine..thanks..i love u so much..

shi wei..u too are surprised at how easily u forgave weenee..thats because u have Jesus in ur heart, in ur life..=) i'm sure He's pleased with you..i love u.

i'm gonna be a true friend to those around me..until they find their true-est friend, Jesus..

i've never realised the joy of forgiving someone..yea..Jesus i love You..i couldnt have done it..because of You, i did it..it wasnt me, it was You..Your love compelled my heart..thats why..and because of that, i'm gonna make You famous..i'm gonna proclaim Your wonderful n beautiful Name..





haix..i didnt go school today..sick...

actually, i think it's God's plan that i fall sick..cos they confronted jean n wn today..i sure dont wanna be there..i wouldnt know how to act in a way that is glorifying to God..especially when anger is within me..

this is roughly what happened..

scenario taking place outside physics lab 2, at the mini study area.
jean and weenee were there..and the girls went up to them to ask if the two backstabbed them..obviously they said they did not..jy n pple made them swear, and they did..(bluffing right through their teeth) then jy took out the piece of paper..and they kept quiet..so far, thats all i know..

i am utterly disappointed in mr nsr. thats all i'm gonna say.

sometimes i really wonder: what is the true meaning of friendship?
what are true friends? do i really have true friends? do i have friends to count on when i need?

just ONE stupid incident and it totally makes me lose my trust in people.

is there anyone i can confide in?

is there really someone i can count on?

is there someone who is willing to just listen to me?

is there someone who will provide a shoulder for me to cry on?

is there someone whom i can really trust?

Lord..im sorry im feeling this way Lord..please..answer all my questions..i know You are the one whom i can totally trust and confide in..who's willing to listen to me, watch me cry cos my tears are so precious to You..but i need a human friend like this..i dont need the person to be physically there for me, but just to give me support..Lord..i admit im broken..and i acknowledge You are the Healer Lord..please..just grant me strength to continue with this..You told me i'm gonna meet many problems in my life. this is just the beginning...and if i cant even take this, i'm not gonna be able to face the rest..but i know Your grace is sufficient for me Lord..and help me see things in Your perspective..polish me into a shining gem for You..and i ask for Your forgiveness Lord..that i have been harbouring anger n hatred..Lord i pray u wash me once again Lord..with Your love..put in me a compassionate heart..help me learn to forgive Lord, those who have hurt me, and love them..You said if i dont forgive man of their trespasses, neither would u forgive me of my trespasses..and You said i must love my enemies..i dont wanna harden my heart against You Lord..i need to overcome these areas before i can become a vessel for You..Lord..please..i'm really desperate..i know i can do it with Your help, Your strength, Your LOVE..thank You Lord..i love You..






haix..sorry i started with a sigh lahs..but..i dont understand..why is it that sometimes christians do things without realising that it affects how others think of Christ? thats why, with God's strength, i'm gonna live a life thats going to glorify God's Name..=)

anyways.haha..yahs..i think he's quite caring.yeps..i'm not saying why..haha..its not for u to know..

i'm so tired..haha..havent been getting enough sleep lors..

and..haha..my dad bought a few cans of abalone..then its so tempting to get the can opener to open it..haha..

im hungry...

and i'm happy..

im feeling pretty lame right now..

boredom..

oohh..and i'm singing! haha...

i can sing kaes..

bleah

Lord..i could sing of Your love forever..really..i mean it when i sing it..thanks..for speaking to me time n again..and i pray Lord that u will fill me with ur love till overflowing, that it'll reach out and touch people's life..i wanna be a history maker Lord..for You..i love u so much Lord.and i know u love me..cos i'm so precious in ur eyes..=) i just pray u continue ministering to my friends..so many of them are hurt now..i pray Lord in ur own way, heal them Lord..and use me Lord..to speak into their lives..they're so precious to u Lord..i just pray u hold them so close to u..in Jesus' Name i pray, AMEN!



so many things happened these few days..and all i can say is GOD IS GREAT..really..impossible things happened..i love you Jesus..so much..really lots of wonderufl n intimate encounter from God..but..i wont type it all out..cos some are quite personal..and its too much to type..see, how wonderful God is? =) i love you Jesus..



heys..
eileen..i'm so touched by what u said..really..love u so much girl..

anyways.some bad stuff happened today..from a happy day..become n angry n sad day...but u know what? God can heal all hurts n pains..i just need to learn to release forgiveness..i want to do what Jesus will do..not only forgive those who hurt Him, but love them..and..the Bible said, when someone slaps u on the left cheek, then to the right n let the person slap..i'll do just that..i'm serious..but i need God's strength..

Lord i love u..i know u love me..and i know u love those who hurt us..i pray right now for jean that u convict her of whatever she's doing..Lord..soften her heart..to do whats pleasing in ur eyes..i pray Lord that u dont let the devil stumble her..rather, help her stand firm in u..i just pray u use me Lord, to show ur love..i know u'll want me to forgive them..give me strength n love..thank you Lord..amen



i know i know..i posted today's entry already..but i must add this! haha..so stupid..joanna called me..then tell me to go down meet them..haha..i thought what happened lors..so i went down..ended up is they (jo, mishal and shi wei) wanted to pang sei weenee and lihui..haha..cos the guys playing bball near my house.then at first they went..but they decided to leave the two girls there..so they came to my house here the playground..haha..then we down there talk rubbish and took photos..haha..with shi wei's phone..not bad..quite nice..haha..can print them out then put in our lockers..haha..

anyways.we were at the playground..then lihui kept calling to look for them..then she not supposed to know i'm around..haha..then super funny..did a lot of stupid things..haha..and now they decided to go back to look for them..haha..so i'm back here..

my friends..haha..crazy bunch of people..haha..but i still love them!! =)



heys..haha..so proud of myself..i completed the class contact list!!! haha..but then arhs..TERRY (i know u do read my blog, thats why i capitalised ur name! haha) still hasnt helped me photocopy the class list..so the names arent according to register numbers..its according to the paper i passed around..haha..

so happy!!! our lockers are finally available!! my locker number is 266..haha..i think..cant rmb..but i know it's yellow color..on the top..next to terry's..arghs.cailing's locker at the bottom..haha..poor girl..

today so funny..before VE lessons..a group of girls sat behind the hall to talk..haha...then when i went to bio lab 2, more girls joined in..and i discovered smth..my guess was right afterall..mal does like ivan..but its like, ivan and christabel together lors..how can she..christabel so innocent lors..aiyohs..tsk tsk..we shall see how the story will end..christabel, wo men zhi chi ni! haha..

i realised one thing..haha..girls do have this weird sixth sense..they can just sense stuff one lors..like, if this guy likes u or what..u can feel it one..haha..or if u feel smth bad is gonna happen..haha..unless..ure the super duper blur kind..haha..

argh..irritating..i've got an ulcer..and it's super pain lahs..suddenly have one..makes it painful for me to open my mouth..and i've got so many mosquito bites..got this mosquito at my house..

haha..i love dominic goh's lessons..haha..he's super funny lahs..and now i keep laughing to myself the moment i think about math lessons..haha..and my parents think i'm mad..haha..but then these few days overdose of math..haha..joanna(or was it shi wei) said, 'you'll read it in the headlines: bowen 3E2 pupils found dead in classroom due to overdose of 'math pills'..teacher mr dominic goh found guilty'..haha..lame..but..haha..i think it's funny..

well..yahs..guess thats all..i'll stop here..haha..take care, people! thanks for reading! haha..love yall..=)





eileen...this is for u..yups..a whole post for u..

know something? i feel i'm drifting away from u..i dont want to..i know it's hard to constantly keep in contact since school has reopened..u have ur things to attend to, and i have mine..but..i want to make it a point to keep close to u still..so much has happened since i last saw u..and though the letter i wrote was long, it wasnt enough..i still have so much so much more to tell u..

i dont know how we became friends..but i'm really glad that God brought u into my life..u have really grown..initially when u went over to ur dad's church..u were so changed..there's no joy in u..u were upset..and honestly, i was to..i did cry over it..but i didnt want to let u know..cos u had enough burdens..but i'm so glad to see ure trusting Jesus again..

i understand how u feel..about him..u know..just allow God to take that feeling away..if u read the post before this, i mentioned about the vision..u know, God wants to give u greater things..that u cant ever imagine..u have to learn to let it go..it hurts..i know it hurts..it hurts tons..and no one can truly say they understand how u feel..but..i've been through it..and u know..God's love is sufficient for everything..i know ure scared to let go..u cant bear to..u dont want to..but dear..u have to learn to..it may sound harsh, but dont give urself anymore excuses..and ure not going through it alone! u know Jesus is with u..shirmaine is with u..and i am with u! i really want the old happy and jovial eileen back..really..i just miss ur laughter and smiles..

i also dont know why i'm suddenly writing this to u..but i really want u to know, that whatever happens, there's always dilys (besides Jesus)..ure so precious to me dear. and just continue to trust God..and i want u to share ur problems with me..whenever u need someone to talk to, just call me alright.dont keep stuff to urself..i'll be available 24/7..unless i'm doing my qt, i'll put away whatever i'm doing..i promise..ok?

and..u dont be too stressed out..u seem to have a hectic schedule..continue to draw strength from God..i love u..

Lord Jesus i just uphold eileen into ur loving Hands..Lord..u see all that she's going through..i dont understand why u make her go through such tough things..but Lord..u have a reason..we know u have..i just pray Lord u help her learn to let go Lord..it hurts..but Lord..we know ur grace is sufficient for everything..u can heal the hurt n pain Lord..i know u can..i just pray u do ur work in her..keep her safe closely to u..protect her from the evil one Lord..and i just pray u strengthen her Lord..as she lives each day of her life for u..help her to be a shining light for u..and help her to turn to u in whatever situation she's facing..because we know that whatever happens, there's a reason to sing ur praises..Lord i just pray u hold her so close to u Lord..and never let her stray away..continue to soften her heart towards u that she may hear ur voice..i pray that Lord u'll continue to minister to her in ur own special way..u are the Lord of her life, and we know u have great plans for her..i know u love her Lord..and just let ur love overflow in her life..thank You Lord..in Jesus' Name i pray, AMEN and AMEN!



heys..haha..sorry..havent been blogging..no time lahs..haha..i cant possibly remember all the stuff that happened, so i'll just blog about whatever i can think of..

haha..i havent been coming online..and was so surprised when i saw so many emails..from different people, but for the same thing..the updating address book thing..haha..guess i'm lagging behind already..haha..just a few days and so much happened..

oohhh....so happy!!! i bought two shirts from 37 degrees! and a pair of round pumps..super sweet lors..haha..i'm dressing so femininely for this chinese new year..haha..

have been drilling math..cos dominic goh kept taking over azlan's lessons..haha..but well..it's good though..more practice..

anyways,let me share about a vision i saw on sunday..it's this glass beaker (those u use in chem lab)..then got this funnel with filter paper..so it's like, God trying to pour blessings into ur life..but because of the filter paper, big things cannot enter..only small things..and it's like dripping in slowly..so..yahs..take away the funnel n the filter paper, whatever it may represent, and allow God to pour into ur life freely..=)

well wells..i cant blog for long lahs..cos needa do the contact list for my class..haha..all i can say is that God has been great, and many things happened that made me happy! =) but..well..there are some stuff that are making me feel down right now..but it's ok..i know everything is in God's Hands!

Lord i uphold all my friends to u..those who are still considering whether or not to go to the ignite conference..i pray that u soften their hearts..just bring them there Lord i pray..u even let them come to know of ur great love Lord..help them to go Lord, not with the mentality that it's some lame concert..but Lord i just pray u let them see it in a different light..i pray u just speak to them in ur own special way..and even use me Lord, to share with them about u Lord..and i just uphold the whole conference into Your Hands, that Lord u'll take control of everything..let all things run smoothly Lord..and i pray against the evil one..Lord let ur presence fill the whole place, and everyone's heart that the devil wont be able to disrupt Lord..and i just pray let ur presence be so real to each and everyone of us..especially to the non-christians, i pray Lord that u even let them know that the 'weird' feeling is from you Lord..it's because u are touching their hearts that they're feeling this way..thank You Lord..all these i ask in Jesus' mighty Name, AMEN!



heys..haha..i havent been blogging hors..

anyways..i bought a dress!! for cny..haha..but wont wear it that often lahs..

haha..i got short fringe again!!! haha..just trimmed it abit..and i mean abit..cos i already got shortr fringe..just that i pin them up..but i think should change image every now and then..haha..

got dominic goh as E math teacher..haha..he's funny lahs..he knows hong wei as mao mao!!! yay! haha..then cos i sitting next to terry (i dont know how i end up sitting next to him!)..then he took my file to see whats inside..then dominic goh saw..so he's like, how come that guy using powerpuff girls file? haha..so now terry is known to dominic goh as powerpuff..

then went out to buy waffle..sooooo nice...CHEESE WAFFLE!!!! haha..i love cheese..then me n shi wei saw cheesecake..so we were like, ok..we shall share..then happily buy..i was complaining waffle too hot..so she ask me eat the cheesecake first..after the first bite, yucks..doesnt taste like it...dont even have cheese taste..so to bowenians out there, u know the bakery next to xinmin sec? dont ever buy cheesecake there!!!!

what else..haha..i cant rmb what else i wanted to say..OH! haha..i wrote a entry in my organiser..cos its too personal to blog it here..ya know..some stuff need not be known by everyone..=) thanks shiwei..for respecting my privacy...=) when u saw it, u didnt read but returned it to me..=)

and..haha...something happened..and i'm happy!!! haha..someone told me something..yahs.thats all i can say..=)

yay!!! getting people to go for ignite!!! jean, jiayu, nic, dl, prun and sr going!!! and they're getting more people!!! so happy!!! i'll pray harder that God will move pple's hearts!!! =)

Lord...i love u!! i really can see that ure doing work in people's lives! help me to be bold and stand firm for u! i'm not gonna be ashamed of u!! i just pray that u'll soften the hearts of the non-christians who're going..and those i'm gonna invite..i pray whatever plans they have, somehow u just stop them for going to whatever they have, so they can go for this conference..thank You Lord..i love u so much..=)

Title: WHY
By: Nichole Nordeman.
Album: This Mystery
We rode into town the other day,
Just me and my DaddyHe said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide.
We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that Man that my dad said he loved
but today there was fear in His eyes.
So I said "Daddy why are they screaming,
Why are the faces of some of the beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
.Daddy please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
You said He was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy please tell me why,
Why does everyone want Him to die?
"Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wonderingif there was something he had to hide
So after He left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds to a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross
And He said, "Father why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for my robe?
This crown of thorns hurts me more than it shows.
Father please can't you do something?
I know that you must hear my cry
I thought I could handle a cross of this size
Father, remind me why
Why does everyone want me to die?
Oh when will I understand why?"
"My precious son, I hear them screaming.
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But Soon I will clothe you in robes of my own.
Jesus, this hurts me much more than you know.
But this dark hour I must do nothing,Though I've heard your unbearable cry.
Power in your blood destroys all of the lies,
Soon you'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child, trembling by her father's side.
Now I can tell you why,
She is the reason why you must die."

meaningful? God loves me so much..so so much..He loves His only Son so much too..BUT..He'd rather allow Jesus to suffer for me..can u feel His love? YOU were the reason that Christ died too..God's love is really so great..so so great..i cant but accept the truth..will YOU accept the truth too? or will u rather lie to urself that this is another fairy tale? cos it's not..it's your life, your choice.make the right choice.cos He really loves you.and He'll be by ur side forever and ever........

heys...

haha..i got my contacts yesterday..one pair only lahs..to try..it's one-day acuvue..haha..but the person say can last for 5-6 days..i got it for free..but i bought the solution..4 bucks..i wore it yesterday to cell group to try out..quite comfortable..and i'm used to it..

but my dad complain complain..say one day is only for one day..haha..so i went to get a new pair today..one pair..that will last for one month..15 bucks..yeas.

haha..i went to shop for new year clothes..but only managed to buy two skirts..haha..one from U2, the other from OP..the OP one SUPER nice can..pink color..those umbrella skirt..haha..so..i need to shop for two shirts n maybe one/two pairs of shoes..cos i already got one shirt n one pants liaos..haha..i'm banned from buying too much clothes..cos i've been buying too many..and i dont really wear alot of them..so.yah lors..then my mum always nag nag nag..dont know what..buy so many clothes and shoes uh..then only wear those few..waste money dont know what..haha..but well..she's a parent..all parents are like that..though she's naggy, I STILL LOVE HER! haha..cos she's my MUM!!

haha..cant wait to see everyone's expressions when they see me in contacts..haha..aiyahs..yall will think i look weird..but after u get used to it can already lahs..

BUT..i dont need any comments like, u look super ugly with contacts! or, ure already ugly in specs.u look WORSE in contacts..these kind of people just SHOO off..how i look is my own business..i'm not wearing them for you..nor to attract guys and stuff.. i just like it..so..even if i do look ugly, its my own business..thanks for ur 'concern'..

shir..thanks for that msg to me..really appreciated it..how come u cant tag? perhaps u'd like to try again? =)

eileen..havent been hearing from u for so long..miss u so much..we gotta meet up one of these days yahs..=)

Lord...i love u..without u..i'm really nothing..thanks for my parents..and my brother..i love them so much..continue to keep them safe and close to ur side..i love u so much Lord..



*screams super loudly*

something happened n my post is gone!! i gotta retype!!

well..i'm cutting everything short.

yesterday:

was quite irritated with someone.but guess i have prejudice against him..and unforgiveness..over some matter..

then prayer meeting..haha..they say hold hands and pray..then..yahs.i shall not continue..haha..if u REALLY want to know then i tell u..

God spoke to me that He's a greater planner than me..i need not have fears..

Lord i pray u help me release forgiveness towards jon..over that incident..i dont wanna bear grudge against him..help me to love him..and i just give u every part of my life..i dont wanna plan anymore..u have been speaking to me about this, and each time i get fooled by the devil into thinking i have given u everything..but i havent..give me strength to put it down..cos i know u love me..i love u too Lord..amen..

GOD WILL MAKE A WAY

GOD WILL MAKE A WAY
WHERE THERE SEEMS TO BE NO WAY
HE WORKS IN WAYS WE CANNOT SEE
HE WILL MAKE A WAY FOR ME
HE WILL BE MY GUIDE
HOLD ME CLOSELY TO HIS SIDE
WITH LOVE AND STRENGTH
FOR EACH NEW DAY
HE WILL MAKE A WAY
HE WILL MAKE A WAY

BY A ROADWAY IN THE WILDERNESS
HE’LL LEAD ME
AND RIVERS IN THE DESERT WILL I SEE
HEAVEN AND EARTH WILL FADE
BUT HIS WORLD WILL STILL REMAINHE WILL DO SOMETHING NEW TODAY



heys..
hmms..today had english diagnotic test..yeas..compre..i finished it early..and then suddenly this song came into my mind..cant rmb the full lyrics, but it goes something like this..

God will make a way
where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
he will make a way
He will make a way

i didnt understand why it suddenly came to my mind..until just now druing Value Education lesson..held in the hall..i suddenly felt for the tsunami victims..i havent really touched on the topic since the killer waves struck..but..throughout the whole discussion, i felt peace..really..i'm not sadist..haha..but.i just know God has His reasons..and He will make a way for everyone who trusts in Him lors..really..and..spore's geographical location wasnt by coincidence..God used sumatra to shield us..because..before the world began, He already knew this would happen..and..for those out there who dont know, this tsunami incident was mentioned in the Bible..even the iraq war n all was mentioned in the Bible..really..got proof one..

and then i just started writing this poem..the words just came from God..really..whenever my eng teachers ask me to write poem, i'll write things that mean nothing n i take a long time..but this time, the words just came naturally..:

everyday is a gift from God
a gift of life
to live for Him
You need not fear
You need no worries
His grace is sufficient
for everything
when storms in life
overwhelm your mind
you know for sure
He's there forever
He's my King and He's my Lord
the devil is but a cunning fella
impossible things i cannot do
but i'll leave to God
who'll see me through
i'll sit right there
for Him to mould
into a person
whom He dotes
So i entrust my future in His Hands
for i know He has wonderful plans! =)

haha..not bad right..but..well..it's God..not me..=)

anyways..haha..i'm now the temporary monitor..alamak..mrs azlan just came to me and said, 'dilys, would u help me with the class diary? u'l lbe the monitor until we nominate one. thanks' i was like, HUH..again? but thank God it's TEMPORAL..haha..but irritating terry wanna sabo me..the whole class wants to, thanks to him..oh mans..if really kena, it's the third year in bowen!!! n if they sabo again this year, next year confirm sabo..I DONT WANT TO BE A MONITOR FOR ALL MY LIFE IN BOWEN!!!!!! argh..

well well..started studying today..i'm trying to wake myself up from holiday mood..gonna cheong my studies already..cos i realise our class lagging behind..and i didnt really understand what azlan was saying..well..i'll go read through the whole thing again..hopefully i'll get it..and my math..i need LOTS of practice..really..cos i dont wanna go for tuition..so i'll have to work extra hard..haha

hmms..daddy allows me to wear contacts!! yay!!! but then i'll try out a few pairs of trial pairs..then see how..probably next week..cos he'll ask my aunt bring me to her optician..discount and stuff u know..haha..

yeps..so far..school has been great..enjoying myself..but cant wait for lockers to come..

Lord..thank You for the life you've given me..i just pray right now for the people affected by tsunami..Lord i pray u grant them strength Lord..carry them through this difficult period..even through this, let many come to know You Lord..unite christians all around the world at this time, to even rise up n stand in the gap..i just pray for all hurts, that Lord..u heal them Lord..people always have the mentality that time heals everything..but Lord i know it's not true..cos you're the only one who heals..i just pray in your own special way, minister to them Lord..i pray that your hand of protection will be over rachel who's in phuket right now..grant her strength, patience n direction..guide her Lord i pray..just pray u continue to bless everyone..thank You Lord..i love you..in Jesus' Name i pray AMEN and AMEN!!!



Heys..
I’m in a dilemma..haha..

Should I buy a bag now, and wait till after CNY then get contacts,
OR
Should I get contacts now, and bag later?

Actually I also not sure if my dad allow me to wear contacts..he’s afraid I’ll hurt my eyes..but then he said he wont stop me if I really want to wear..

Hmms..and I had a choice whether I want my higher mother tongue lessons to be on mon&thurs, or wed&fri..but I chose mon n thurs..got reason one kaes..u see..school’s ending at 3 on mon n thurs, which means I will only be around 10-15 min late for hmt lesson.but school will end at 3.30 on wed, which means I’ll be 40-45 min late..and this thurs only needa go for registration..haha..I will got at around 3.30..then leave at around 4..so I will reach gec at around 5..haha..that’s why I told serene to meet at 5..haha..oh!! And..I can go look for amanda (my rr girl)! Haha..she’s in amkss now..=)

Who I Am
by casting crowns

Who am I. that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurts
Who am I, that the bright and morning star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what you’ve done
Not because of what I’ve done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapour in the wind
Still you hear me when I’m calling
Lord, you catch me when I’m falling
And you’ve told me who I am
I am yours, I am yours

Who am I, that in the eyes that see my sins
Would look at me with love and watch me rise again
Who I am, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what you’ve done
Not because of what I’ve done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapour in the wind
Still you hear me when I’m calling
Lord, you catch me when I’m falling
And you’ve told me who I am

I am yours
I am yours
Whom shall I fear
Cos I am yours
I am yours

yay!!!!!!!!!!!!! school's reopened!!!!!! sooooo happy!!!!!!! haha...

i'll just tell u about what happened the whole day!!!

firstly..met my friends in canteen...cos it was raining..yeps..then we put our bags on the benches (different classes were assigned to different benches)..then went up hall for assembly..all the usual stuff lahs..but we all enjoyed mr soo's talk most.. here are the official changes for my school..=)

new addition to bowen: Students' Hub
something that will involve minimum teachers and run by pupils..it will be air-conditioned..yahs..then..it'll be quite cool lahs..haha..but maybe we will write in suggestion for them to add a cafe..=)

lockers: $30 per year..u can choose whether or not to share..registration will be this thur n fri..didnt hear anything about writing in to danapal..yeps..most prob will share with shi wei..

homeroom system: different lessons different rooms..quite cool to move around lahs..haha..but got lost a few times today..got 5 min allowance time for us to move around..

hp: we're allowed to bring hp to school!!! haha..but can only use during recess, 1.30 - 2.00 and after 3..

socks: ankle socks allowed!!! haha..finally..BUTmust be two fingers above the ankle..haha..like that still considered ankle socks? but well, just continue wearing..haha..

yeahs..then we moved around for different lessons..haha..then my class got lost a few times..haha..so funny..then it was so confusing..

haha..oh! so funny looking at the guys wear long pants..so not themselves..haha..i still think among all, guo qiang looks the best with long pants..but.hey.i dont like him kaes.NEVER..haha..so stupid lahs..i waved to everyone i know who walks past..then he's the only one with response..haha..

then..yahs..haha..i got 150 bucks for the good progress award!! haha..not bad right..but i not selfish one kaes..haha..i'll share with my family..probably i'll buy a bag, then the rest just put into our family savings..=)

aiyohs..i think my timetable from now on quite hectic..i've decided..........

monday end school at 5, tues end at 3, wed end at 3.30, thurs end at 5, fri end at 1230...so...

mon: come home bathe, do QT, homework, eat n watch tv, reivision, rest...
tues: ditto, but plus more rest time since come home earlier..
wed: ditto tues
thurs: go church till at night..from amkss go to church do homework n stuff, then prayer mtg..
fri: ditto tues, but got cell group

seems like i wont have time to go out..well well..its ok..studies more important..cos i'm aiming for top 25% !!!! i cant do it..but God can..=) so..i shall be a living testimony..

hey Lord! thanks for giving me a great day! thanks for everything..thanks for putting me in 3e2..i love my class..thanks for the great teachers u've given me..thanks for my classmates..thanks for giving me strength to go through today..thanks for EVERYTHING..i love u so much..i just pray right now that u continue to help me adapt to all the changes..and my friends too..people like eileen, serene, joselyn, reuben, daryl, joanna, shi wei, cailing, mishal, wee nee, lihui..i just pray Lord u help them Lord in their lives..esp for eileen, serene, joselyn, reuben n daryl..Lord i pray that u help them to turn to u..to seek u first no matter what the circumstance..and to even desire deep down in their hearts to live a life glorifying to ur name Lord..even for reuben, i just pray that Lord u just grant him strength..he will be sitting for his O levels this year..Lord i pray that u help him to manage his time well..studies are important, but you're the most important one Lord..so i pray u help each of us to even put u first in our lives instead of studies..right now i just wanna even pray for rachel..Lord u see her heart for the people affected in tsunami..i just pray as she sets off for phuket tmr, u grant her wisdom n guidance Lord..Lord u even bless her with good health Lord throughout the whole week she will be there..i pray u protect her Lord..we dont know when the tidal waves will come again, but Lord i just pray u put your hands of mercy n grace upon our dear pastor..just wanna even thank u for her love for u, that she's willing to get out of her comfort zone to reach out to the people..Lord..please..hold her close to u n protect her..keep her safe n sound..just uphold all the requests into Your loving hands..i love you..amen..

i just realised something..my moods get affected by people around me easily..haha..yeas



heys..haha..so excited..school reopening.heard my sch got a few changes..

firstly..WE ARE ALLOWED TO BRING HP!!! FINALLY!! haha..guess the teachers finally realise that no matter what they do, we will bring our hp to school..haha..so..might as well lift the rule..save them some ink from printing 'no handphones allowed' in the students' handbook..haha..lame..

secondly..there're lockers..BUT..it's totally stupid..it will be put behind the hall (no lockers already super conjested!!!!!) AND..it's a 2 to one locker thing..must share..where got enough lahs..u pay $30 per month or bimonthly(cant rmb)..which means one locker $30 each mth..i dont see why we need to pay so much..FURTHERMORE..u must write in to danapal to state the reasons why u need the locker..really lame lahs..i mean, u wanna give us lockers then give lors..write in for what..she too free is it..and..to walk to the hall takes 3 min..wasting time..might as well install it in our classrooms..i dont mind paying more..

thirdly..we're supposed to change classrooms for different subjects..wasting time..which means one thing..WE WILL BE HELD BACK IN SCHOOL FOR A LONGER TIME!!! haix..n this means i have 8 different classrooms..plus my main one, NINE!!! what is this..i cannot remember where all my classrooms will be lors..n which one is for what subject..i mean like, how to remember..i think u give me one whole year also not enough..haha..n it's not because i am slow (cos im NOT).. everyone will have difficulty remembering..

fourthly..the prefects are fighting for us to be able to wear ankle socks..well..i see its a waste of time doing that..cos..THEY'VE BEEN DOING THAT BEFORE THE HOLIDAYS!!! SCHOOL IS REOPENING TMR AND THEY STILL HAVENT WIN THE TEACHERS OVER!! quite obvious danapal die die also wont allow...so why dont they just wait till she retires then fight..which i dont know when that will be..BECAUSE.since i stepped into bowen, pple have been saying she's leaving soon..sec 3 already..still hearing the same thing..haha..

lastly..they say school will be starting at a different time..7.25..haha..whats the change huh? dont we usually start at that time???

well well..all the changes show quite clearly that they are trying to do things the american way..why dont they just allow us to wear home clothes? haha..joking..cos it's TOTALLY imposible..aiyohs..bowen..change is good..but in this case, its not..cos its just wasting time n money..make things so complicated..but well, ure the boss..i cant do anything except obey..it's ok bowen..try harder..=)

Lord..school is starting tomorrow..i just pray u prepare each n everyone of us Lord..wake me up from my holiday mood..and just grant me strength..cos i wanna do great things for u, and it'll start from my school..help me to adapt to all the changes around me..and let ur light shine so brightly from within me..so people will know that YOU are My God..i just pray u continue to work in cliquers' hearts..that u will prepare them for this new beginning..and whatever u want me to share with them..i know their hearts are moved..continue to soften them..and even give boldness to all the christians to stand up for u..u know they want to, but they dare not..so u help me be the one to show them we need not be ashamed of u..to even stand up for u Lord..we need ur wisdom n guidance..help me to strive to glorify ur name in all i do..i love you Lord..just uphold everything into Your Hands..amen..=)



heys..haha..pretty girl here to blog again..

SUPER DUPER TIRED..i'm gonna sleep after my hair is dry mans..so tired can..

went to indoor stadium so early..help do stuff..then they position us..then i ended up napping..haha..for like, 15 min..

then when bethel came..quite paiseh..haha..cos alot of them never see me in rr uniform before..haha..but, hey! i'm proud to be a royal ranger okies! and i look so smart n beautiful in my uniform! at least better than bowen uni..haha..no lahs..joking.

actually, to tell u the truth..i'm only half-awake now..i cant really remember what happened today..cos i really super tired..everything just feels like a dream..haha.

aiyahs..i wanna go blow dry my hair then go sleep liaos..haha..good night everyone..

happy new year..

*2E1..i miss u!!! love yall!!! cant wait for sch to reopen..haha..esp missing Cliquers!!!!!!!!! *screams*



fun fun fun..nothing else to describe yesterday n today!!

yesterday, went to watch phantom of the opera with my bro..let's not talk about what happened cos it'll spoil everyone's mood..but the show was good..really..haha..at first, i didnt understand, so i got bored..then i msged my friend..haha..so that i wont fall asleep..but after a while, i started to understand the show..then it was sooooo interesting can..really..so sweet.i love plays man..=)

and then i went to church mac..had some stuff to tell zihui..yeps.haha..talking about zihui..the two of us..our friendship very weird one..we're not so close that we're being seen together everywhere we go..but we know we will be there for each other..haha..well, we grew up together what..haha..

yahs..then ate dinner..then rushed to rangers briefing..doing stuff for the countdown..so exciting!! haha..

then went for the service..ning sat with me..cheeky girl..haha..she bit my index fingers..but not pain..haha..she's so cute..cos got a cute aunt like me!! haha..

then rushed up to the gallery to finish up the stuff for the countdown..wah..then so stressed lors..cos like, the parachutes got entangled..then i panic panic..haha..but everything was fine later on..

went back home afterwards..i was sleeping..then suddenly wake up, saw that my hp got msg..so replied the person..one hour late..haha..not my fault lahs..they 'tonning'..dont need sleep..but i need sleep..haha..

now gotta go prepare stuff..needa be down at indoor stadium for arise concert..i'm super duper tired i tell u..so tired..but well, i'll be serving God..so He'll grant me strength! thanks Lord..thats how great it is when u serve a true n living God! =) i love You!

princessDILYS.
CHRISTIAN.
pinkredpurple.
princessbelle.
Bethel.
chelmin.
cherie c.
cherie w.
elhannah.
geraldine.
hadley.
hg2t.
jon wee.
joshua.
lebbillie.
pearleen.
ruth.
serene.
shawn.

Bowen.
cailing.
chrislynn.
eugenia.
gwen.
jean.
jiaxing.
joanna.
lihui.
mishal.
shiwei.
sijie.

SRJC.
candy.
cherryl.
jiahui.
jacyln.
jiawen.
kaiqing.
regina.
yeapjun

Rangers.
brendan.
cheryl.
gabriel.
gabrielle.
jamin.
jinghan.
kerrie.
lester.
rangers.


October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008






*HUGS* TOTAL! give princessDILYS more *HUGS*
Get hugs of your own