Monday, March 21, 2005
hi dears..
i'm so sorry.. havent been blogging..haha..
so many thigns happened recently lahs..yea..just updated my school friends in school just now..they were quite understanding..yeas..
you know something? God was so real to me yesterday..let me tell u why..
i was waiting for 76..it's 10.26..so i told God, God, let the bus come in one min time..then i look at my phone again. it's 10.27..then i saw a bus coming.not 76..so i look again.it's still 10.27..then i saw 76 coming! praise God! then when i was waiting for 80, it's 10.40..so i told God, God, let the bus come at 10.41..then i look at my phone, it's 10.41..then i saw 80 coming! haha..this is prayers answered instantaneuosly!
anyways.yea.then God spoke to me.that He's gonna heal all my hurts n pains in service, and asked me to expect smth.so there was an altar call.i didnt go.then i was felt God asking me to go.but i refused to budge.then i told God, if You really want me to go, make ps rach give another invitation to the call. and really, ps rach encouraged us to go..so i couldnt control anymore, i went..then i really wept..yeas. then He spoke to me through priscilla..He said : i can heal all hurts and pains. i can heal you. you know i can. but i need to have all the broken pieces before i can put them back together aagin. - it's like, similar to what i ever put once as my nick..then paula came to pray for me..He told me so strongly He has a word for me, and paula is gonna tell me. so i waited and prayed. and paula told me: you know dilys, you may be smiling outside, but God sees that in ur heart ure crying. God sees all your tears. you can just be yourself in front of God.and just let Him heal your hurts.
see how real He is? that's something like what shir told me.that i dont need to put on a strong front. cos God sees. and after all the prayers and stuff, i felt really free..really happy..found joy in God again..and looking at His cross really made me humble. and God showed me the cross, and told me that He loves me so much, it pains Him to see me hurt.yeas.and i have His anointing! the synergiz conference just confirmed smth..that i shouldnt wait any longer.and just start the prayer/cell group. yeas.cos i've got God's anointing!
and..yahs.i'm not gonna wait for anyone. just gotta try to win me back. yeps.thats my decision..serving God is first..and of course my studies as well..
i love You Jesus..i'm gonna make You famous, i'm gonna proclaim Your name..
5:53 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
hi
i'm back
sorry..too many things happened recently..thats why i didnt want to blog..
went to watch movie yesterday..the movie still quite ok..but the ending wasnt what i expected..
intially i chose this blogskin cos it's nice..but now, it speaks of how i feel..
not in a good mood..
actually, in a pretty bad mood..
dont wanna blog any longer..
see ya
broken
9:51 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
hi..i'm finally back..haha..
sorry lahs..couldnt come online for some reasons, if you have noticed..
i'm not gonna update everything..yahs..lazy to do so..haha
well..i wont be updating as often..no time..but i've got my personal diary..so too bad u cant get to read it..
i'm gonna drill myself for my studies..yea! even if i go bonkers also dont care already..cant afford to lose any more time!
anyways..i did something good today..haha..cos someone's red sea (or crimson wave,as joanna puts it) flooded her skirt..then i help her wash..haha..cos i totally understand how she feels.. i learnt the washing techniques from ivana..haha..not bad ehs..
lalala..
hmm..i dont wanna blog anymore..haha..see yall..and thanks for being so nice to visit my blog every now and then! love yall!
3:39 PM
