Friday, April 01, 2005
i'm finally back
hi! i'm back to revive my blog!!! hahas..
miss me right..aww..thanks..
i was banned from the internet again..not an unusual situation..hahas..
anyways.so much happened.so much is coming my way.but u know what? i'm clinging on to God still.yeps.i know He's there for me.
one thing i dont understand: why is it that relationships can influence a person's thinking so much? why will one give up on friendship for bgr? is it worth the sacrifice? relationships can really make one bitter..but why harbour so much bitterness in ur heart? u not only make urself feel terrible, u make people around u feel terrible too..
i dont know whether u still visit my blog..but.yahs..if u do, this is for u.i've been praying so hard for u.even fasting.i know God wants to do a work in ur life.i can see it.but ure reluctant to let Him do so.i see that ure hurting.but i dont wanna tell u.i want u to hear it from God urself.many things in ur life need to be changed by God.but convictions come directly from God.no middleman needed.so i'm still praying u'll hear Him.and.learn to let go.ure holding on to too many things u think are precious to u.but u havent consulted God.are those things what He wants u to hold on to? really praying that God will shake ur nest.to a point whereby u will really fall on ur knees and cry out to God.and it's gonna happen very soon.i dont wanna witness it though.it's gonna hurt u.and i cant bear to watch it.but.still, i want it to happen.perhaps u no longer visit my blog.but i've said what i want to.
thats all.take care all of u.i love u.cos God's love is overflowing in my heart.=)
2:40 PM
