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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

infatuations.crushes.love.

was reading prayer of jabez during silent reading today. and it really spoke to me. about being bold to ask for things of God. and this song just came to my mind. really my prayer.

You Said
You said ask and you will receive
whatever you need

You said
pray and i'll hear from Heaven
and i'll heal your land

You said
Your glory will fill the earth
like water the seas

You said lift up your eyes
the harvest is here
the kingdom is near

you said
ask and i'll give the nations to you
o Lord
that's the cry of my heart

distant shores and the islands
will see Your light
as it rises on us

yeps. thats the song.

anyways. if u realised, my title looks weird. but well, i can explain. =)
hmm. i've been thinking recently. and i realised that it's ok to like someone. cause u know why? God made us this way. i mean, He made most of us this way. unless u have the gift of celibacy or something. haha. which i believe i dont. haha.

whats IS the difference between infatuations, crushes and love? infatuations: you go ooh and ahh over him, and the very next minute, when a cuter guy walks past, you forget about him?
crush: you prefer him over that cute guy, but after a while, he doesnt make your heart go thump-thump anymore, and u lose interest? love: you really like him, and no matter how many cute guys come past, you still like him, and though he doesnt make your heart go thump-thump after a while, you still like him?
i really dont know the real meaning of those words. but one thing i know for sure, liking someone for one year isnt short.especially when that person doesnt like you any longer, and u continue liking him, despite youre futile attempts to forget him. it's just a natural thing that comes to you like that. he may not be the cutest guy on earth, he may not like you, he may ignore you, but nonetheless, you like him the same. but how u handle it, is the most important thing. for me, i choose to trust God. it doesnt matter to me whether or not he likes me, because right now my focus is on God. but of course it doesnt hurt to know the truth, whether it's favourable to me or not.

well. enough talk about that. i'm not gonna go crazy over him,dont worry.

hmph.there's homework.mr neo is mad.loves to give us lots of work.madness.madness.madness.

gotta go do work. blog tomorrow. love ya all out there. =)

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