hey!

haha.nothing much happened today.yeps.kind of sianded.
13 people missing in our class.so today was quite slack.haha.i almost fell asleep during bio.my eyes were like going to close already.what else.nothing already.haha.
went for hmt.haha.jiayu and weenee pang seh.but then still got the sjc girls.haha.i sat with gina,wen feng and samantha.haha.gina super funny.we kept laughing.then went to bus stop with her.talked alot.haha.so funny lors she.
saw joshua peh on the bus.didnt see him at first.he tapped me on my shoulder.then sat next to him.then talk talk lors.yea.
i finally downloaded chinese star! haha.can see chinese characters now!

yayness! god gave me a chance to invite my friends to church today.=) they started the topic on it.so happy.will invite them again.

haha.i got back that 'sacred' item that's in my wallet.haha.at first when i realised it's lost, i was like, "oh.lost lost lors.fated.just forget it." haha.i wasnt like, "oh no! lost!! how?!" haha.i'm not so mad lahs.haha.

lalala.

take care everyone.=) love you all.


heyheyhey!

haha.i know i know.haven't updated.haha.i forgot lahs.wanted to update.then i surfed the net.then turned off com.then realised i forgot to update.haha.lazy to turn it on again.

hmm.let me see.kaes.haha.start with friday.I GOT THE SECOND PART OF MY PRESENT! HAHA.it's this super huge bugs bunny.i think around 24 inch.haha.that huge.now 1/3 of my bed is for all my soft toys.my two pillows, two bolsters (one big one small) and i am left with only 2./3 of my bed.how sad.haha.

yesterday.because of the rain, we didnt do trapeze.cause too wet.but i believed there's a reason for it.cause we played around with faith people.had so much fun.haha.and we were the most decently dressed people on the beach.one of the few wearing shirts.haha.if you know what i mean.then went subway for dinner.yummy.and edina was super high.haha.maybe because she's leaving in a month's time.gonna miss her like crazy.

today, went ps. haha. yea. went with joel, caleb, alfred and daryl (yes, jean.haha.now you know.)
bought a new roxy pencil case!! haha. and today's the first time i'm wearing my roxy jacket.SO comfortable.haha.lalala.my presents are still coming in..haha.not bad right.haha.girls jiu shi girls.alot of presents.haha.and my darling zihui gave me a pink rose!! *screams* see why i love my friends so much? cause they love me! haha.

saw cmdr sandy and others at ps. they were wearing rr uniform, that's why i spotted them.

i spent so much today.haha.but happy.very long never splurge on myself already.everything is from people.like the feeling of buying something for myself.haha.

i feel loved. =) by God.and friends.and everyone around me.=) i love u too. and i especially love You Lord! cause of the wonderful things you've done.


you know something?

dilys will NEVER go for guys who forget her birthday.yes.if he can forget such an important date, he will forget her in no time.

am i talking about you? well, i dont know. if you think so. =)

haha.thanks reuben, your testimonial and sms is so sweet! =)

fairy, i was super touched when i read your email! i love you.


thanks to everyone who sent me birthday greetings. i love you all.

thanks to all who contributed to my roxy jacket!! ahh!! i simply love it!! haha. it's super duper nice. it's like totally pretty! just like me!!!!

still waiting for someone to say something i wanna hear..

racial harmony day. haha. everyone looked pretty! and handsome! haha. we took so many photos, it was mad!! haha. loved today!

nothing much to add on. haha. 19 jul.

i love my 16 darlings! haha. but i have yet to find out whats part two..
i'll wait. patience is a virtue. =)


heyas!
haha. i forgot to mention this yesterday!

reuben certified that i am beautiful and fantabulous! haha! cause i wrote "reuben thinks dilys is beautiful and fantabulous." then i showed it to him (cause he was sitting next to me). i thought he would cross it out. haha. but he signed his name! awww. haha. see? there are people who think i'm pretty after all. then ps daniel said we are all boyfriends/girlfriends of each other. then reuben said i'm his girlfriend. haha. nahs. not the bgr type, but female friend type. haha. he's my best budd!!!

hmm.can hardly wait for tomorrow. my aunt kally is so cute. she smsed me to tell me happy birthday. then i told her it's tomorrow. she said she knows it's tomorrow, but since she remembered, she smsed me before she forgets.haha.

ta-ta.gotta go.take care!

i love my darlings!


whoa.this is gonna be a long post.i shall start with yesterday's happenings.

i went for trapeze.it was really fun.haha.on my first try, i was already trembling on the way up the ladder.cause i'm really afraid of heights.and i mean really.by the time i reached the plank, my palms were sweating.and i tell u,i'm not one with sweaty palms.i was trying to calm myself down.haha.then the guy (i forgot his name) tried to calm me down too.haha.and when i'm really nervous, i tend to be really loud and paranoid.so each time he moved, i was like, shouting into his ear "dont move! i will fall! DON'T MOVE!!!!!" haha. then he was like, "whoa.relax.you're the loudest person i've met!" haha. then he held on to my safety belt. i released my right hand and held on to the pole.i could feel his tight grip, so i boldly released my left hand to stretch out and reach for the pole. then i was on my first swing. i tell u, i was so scared, i just screamed all the way, i forgot to do the knee hang. haha. when the impact was lower, i didn't even try to do it.i just wanted to come down.haha.the second one, i told myself i would try to do the knee hang. but i slipped.so when i swung down, i just flew off. haha. like xian nu xia fan. only i dont look graceful.haha.the third time, i wasnt so scared. but still scared. i told myself not to scream, and i didnt. i bent my knees abit when i swung down, so the impact isnt as great. i tried to do the knee hang, but failed. haha. then tried to do the back flip, failed. haha. i will succeed next week! haha. but i really had fun. i met bernice. havent seen her since 2003 adventure camp in st john's island! haha. and i saw my jtc friends.
then i went for dinner with andrina.saw auntie doris, atiqah, a few of our church people.saw so many people.haha.

today.totally enjoyed myself.i tell u, God was so real in prayer meeting. when i prepared the items, i ran it through in my head, and it took only around 40 min. i asked God, "what about the 20 mintues?" then He told me not to worry, and gave me peace.so i went with faith.then the second part of the prayer items, i felt it was abit off at first.then we went one round, saying the visions and words God gave us. and everything is linked to the items on my prayer list.i was so amazed.and when i finished the last item, it's just nice, 1230!!! praise God!

haha.my friends are so nice.my hg2, serene, jojo, sheng, de, daryl, caleb, reuben, shiuan and heong.there's one more person.but i cant remember who.sorry.they bought me a cake, a bottle, a princess photo frame, a notebook, photos, card. so nice! haha. love all the items. there's still part two to the presents.haha.ate dinner with serene and jo. they threw cake at me, and made me all yucky.haha.but enjoyed myself.they made a shirt for me! super sweet of them! love them to bits.and even andrina bought me stuff! i feel so loved!

hmmm.gotta go.havent bathed. haha.
my sixteen darlings, i love u!


this is gonna be a short post!

just reached home from o level chinese listening compre!
and ya know what?
it totally rocked!

haha. quite simple lahs.

hmm. please get people to vote for our school blog!!!
we dropped to the 8th place =(

it's okay. i hav confidence we'll climb up to the top again. =)

hmm.meeting jojo at 6. and i havent bathed!! -screams-
u can see why i'm rushing.haha.

argh.it's raining. hope the rain stops by the time i'm leaving. hate bringing umbrella.

should i go for the trapeze thing at sentosa tomorrow?
but i'm afraid of heights.


time and time again i fall.i'm shattered again.does it ever bother u of how i feel?obviously not.life isnt easy, and it aint nice of u to come and ruin it even more.why cant u jus stick ya ass jus rite next to me and never leave.wad actually do u wan?u gave me love, joy, care and protection.now u're jus suddenly taking it all away.it's unfair.i'm falling again into a bottomless pit.never know when i'm going to land.i wish. i wish alot for u to open ya arms and pull me.save me. from da bottomless pit.but u stand rooted to da ground.smirking and grinning away.soon i'll see another gurl in your arms.and that's when da spears are gonna cum.pricking and piercing me rite at my heart as i continue falling.it's torturing. it's excruxiating.i hold on to da promise when u once told me u'll never leave.how naive. but i actually trusted u.i love u

hmmm.took it from gwen's blog.but this is how i feel. oh wells.

CERTIFIED: miss dilys jiang sihui has officially flopped her o level chinese oral examinations.she is currently in a state of shock.please keep her in your prayers.

haha.i was totally mad today. i couldnt stop myself from looking at that new item added in my wallet.haha.only chrislynn, jiayu, joanna, cailing and lihui know what it is.i wont let others know.this is totally embarassing.haha.perhaps will tell jean, serene,joel and reuben.thats all. no one else.haha.i was super paiseh when they took it out.haha

then during emath.i didnt know how to do one question. so asked ivan, cause gerald was talking to fifah.haha.he sounded super nice at first.then after he explained for the third time, and i still didnt understand, he suaned me. argh.

chinese oral was horrible. the passage was super easy. no difficult words. then first topic they gave me was, "what do you think of teenagers nowadays who do not care about the nation and world's happenings?" then i answered.then they asked "what do you think is the remedy for it?"
i kind of stammered. cause it's like, thoughts processing in my mind are in english. i gotta translate it into chinese before saying out! argh. then i answered.then they asked if i have anything else to add on, i said no.
second topic: describe the park near your house. i stammered too, cause it isnt really a park! then i was asked if the facilities are well utilised. i said yes blah blah. then they asked me to descibe my "dream park". i talked rubbish! so upset with myself! asked if i have anything else to add on, i said no. completed the whole oral in less than 5 minutes. fastest. record-breaking. well done.

oh wells.i will trust God. shouldnt worry about it since it's over. i shall worry about friday's listening compre. but not much worry. i've grasped the technique that mdm fu taught me when i was in p5.

suddenly miss primary school life. really care-free. you dont worry over crushes. and less workload.it's totally fun all day. haix. miss my friends and teachers. how i wish i'm back to those days. where everyone is so innocent and naive. things are so much simpler.

enough of ranting.

REMINDER TO ALL WHO LOVE DILYS: it's SIX days to her birthday! remember! dont break her heart by forgetting it! =)

i love u all. really. especially all those who have been by my side all the time.


something happened last night.i shall not say anything about it. whats is done, has been done. i just wanna forget about the whole thing.
i will honour my parents.cause i never realised how much they do love me.

wells.

tomorrow is my chinese oral.please pray for me!!
tell ya a secret
i've been eating choc
haha.
scold me please.
i know i shouldnt be.
cant resist!

i did something quite dumb just now.
and it's kept in my wallet.
haha.
it's really dumb and embarrassing.
only privileged people get to see it.

GOD.i need your help! it's O LEVEL CHINESE ORAL EXAMINATION tomorrow!!! i can't pull through it! i havent sat for chinese oral for like 2 and half years! how will i survive?!? i bet i'll be talking rubbish. help me Lord!!

i shall stop eating chocs.remind me.scold me.


YAYNESS!!! we're in the seventh place for the national interschool blogging competition!! i'm so happy!

haha.my dad was saying if we win, must thank him.haha.cause each customer he picks up, he'll persuade them to vote.haha.not bad right.(makes me wonder if i'm the one in the competition or he's the one.haha.)

hmm.today had visitors from hong kong.we made friends with them.one of them, 17, is really cool.we had a gret time talking to her.we gave her our email addresses,cause she used msn messenger too =)

so irritating lors!!! -screams- yesterday in church, they were sharing secrets among one another.but they refuse to tell me.argh.today the same thing happened in school!!! what is this?!?!?!?! haha. i tried bribing alot of people in church yesterday lors.then all said the same thing. "no matter how much u give us, we wont agree.cause looking at u worked up is priceless."
i was like, fine! whatever. haha. what is this mans.sadistic.must go see psycologist lors, all of them -SCREAMS-

it's ok..dilys can take it..at the most is malu me only what. wont die..haha.

know what? i think my blood very sweet..just like me!!! haha. aww.dont be jealous.haha.i got so many mosquito bites!!!

wednesday got o level chinese oral!! friday got listening compre!! help!!!! i can do it. with God's strength. =) though i'm pretty sure i'll be talking rubbish during the oral conversation.hope i wont cry.haha.


forget about that previous post alright? it's just. a foolish thing i did.

i dont have much to say. just wanna say one thing: dont say things out of anger, and regret afterwards. u dont only hurt the person, u hurt yourself.


some people are such lousy fakers.well.not exactly some people.but a certain someone.shall not mention the name.some people need their privacy too.i shall give you that basic respect you deserve.
what to say? some guys are like that. they tell u, "oh! i won't be interested in her" etc. but actually talks to the girl all the time online/whatever. for someone who seldom takes initiative to talk to people, especially girls, it's pretty suspicious to hear that he takes initiative to talk to a girl online. weird isnt it? when he tells u he doesnt like that girl. tells her everything you say about her. comes to you for advice on certain stuff when he already decided what is it he wants to do. hmm.something to do with lessons.shall not say much more. tsk. hypocritical? acts like he's so against such things, yet acts otherwise. says you're a good friend, yet doesnt treat u like one. wants you to be able to be trusted, yet he cant be trusted. what is this. aiyohs.
well, if u think it's you, i'm fine with it. really. wanna get angry with me? go ahead. you're NOT the only person who's capable of being angry at someone. expect me to be trustworthy, then show yourself trustworthy. if it's just a way for u to start a conversation, come up with a brighter idea please. friends? puh-lease. sick of it.
i'm sorry, but that was targetted at just one person. ignore that portion if ure not that person.

went to knf headquarters today. i expected to visit the patients, but ended having a bio lesson on excretion. cause it's talking about kidney. the videos were touching. the ones on the kids. so poor thing. jy and i teared. haha.jo managed to persuade zongda to vote for our blog. haha. thanks jo.

haha.my mum trimmed her eyebrows. haha. i told her she's vain, and she said she's a woman afterall.haha. hey, but trimmed eyebrows really make one look neater and more presentable.haha.

i'm multi-tasking. smsing joel, blogging, talking to people online, watching tv, and eating.not bad right.clap for me lahs.muahaha.

p/s. please vote for bowen's blog for the singtel interschool blogging competition. format:

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and send it to 96183799

thanks! every vote counts! love ya'll.


dont you think guys are nothing but trouble? i'm not talking about those who are your jie mei, but those who are out to break your hearts. two couples gona just like that. guys just enjoy breaking girls' hearts, dont they? i really feel for them. why is it that guys always think from their points, but never put themselves in shoes of the females. they always tell u, "it's for the better. for both you and me." but is it really for the better? they're just so selfish. they think for themselves, but not for us!

guys. can u just stop being so selfish? if it's loss of feelings, just say it directly, that feelings are gone! dont beat around the bush like, "oh. erms. i wanna concentrate on other things now." or "i'm not interested in such things anymore." just be direct and say " i lost feelings." it's alot better for the girls. they stop harbouring hopes and get over things faster. if it's not loss of feelings, and u REALLY wanna concentrate on other things, then reassure the girl! things like, "i still like u. but right now i wanna concentrate on other things." at least the girl knows whats running through your head, and it's easier for her to take it. because if she doesnt know what you're thinking, she'll be thinking of all different kinds of possibilities, and it really distracts her from whatsoever she's doing. and should u lose feelings after that, let her know too.

stop thinking about yourselves, think about us!

i'm sorry, but that was directed at guys who take relationships lightly. if you're not one of those i'm talking about, then ignore it. =)

today during chem prac, we did an experiment. one of the product made from lead is really cool! it's some orangey yellow glittery shimmery things! liquid, i mean. really cool! cause i'm currently into shimmery, glittery, shiny things. haha.

haha.joanna was asking me what i want for my birthday. honestly speaking, i dont know either. really. i think my best birthday present, would be a surprise from u. i'm not expecting much. really. just you telling me some stuff i wanna hear.

gotta go. got family dinner.


i really like u lots. yups.
you.
yes.
you.
but.
oh wells.


hey!

hmm.yesterday's service was really great.yups.paula's vision spoke to me lahs.about her good friends standing in a row, and if she acknowledges Christ is her Lord, her friends will be shot dead.i started crying.cause i know that i really need to put Him first.and He is =) then i felt this burden for the youths.as in, i always ask God, why isnt our youth moving on together. why is there no freedom in praise and worship. i just wept lors.as in, i really want us to move on. thats why for prayer meeting, i asked them to pray for that. so then ps rachel said something like, the Bible says God doesnt want lukewarmness.if we keep playing church with Him, He's not gonna tolerate it, and He's gonna send wrath. i dont want that to happen to our youth! i just cried and cried for them. i dont know how to plead to ask God not to send wrath, so i cried. cause i learnt in CET that weeping before God is a form of praying.and He honours that.cause our tears are precious in His sight.so then God gave me assurance through eunice.i was surprised.cause she's singing on stage, then i was down there.so usually during worship time, people seldom have words for just one person.and it's like, eunice. i dont really talk to her.she was telling me, she's not sure if the word is for me, but she thinks so.she said, God sees how much i really want the youth to move on. then she gave an illustration, about this flock of birds flying as a group. the stronger ones in front, the weaker ones behind.there's the leader in front. and each time it flpas its wings, it gives strength to the birds behind to move on. and she said God wants me to know, i may feel like i'm the only one wanting the youth to move on, but there are a few others who feel the same. and God needs just that one person to rise up. then she prayed for me. i was so touched by what God spoke through her. then God showed me this vision. this man was carrying a lot of baggages.and he tried picking up a cross.but he cant.so God asked him to leave his baggages down, and he did. it was only then that he had strength to carry the cross. i didnt dare to share at first, cause it wasnt very relevant to what others had shared. but i went forward and shared the vision. then i realised it spoke to people lahs.i mean, God honours His word. then when ps weena preached, she used that vision as example. yups. she was talking about getting serious with God. leaving our baggages behind and move on. it's so amazing lahs, the way God move.see, during prayer meeting, we prayed for moving on. then service, getting serious with God and moving on. see how God links everything together thorugh different people at different time?

yesterday marks one of my first in life.first time leading prayer meeting.haha.thank God.everything went on smoothly.but there are areas i need to take note of though.

you.yes you.thanks for the encouragement. =) ure the first person. haha.

amath.ruins.my.life. mr neo lahs!!!!! so much homework! argh


last night's zone gathering was fantastic. really. =)
hg2+sk1 performed first, followed by hg1+hg3, then the leaders.

reuben and kendrick was so funny! haha. both of them can really act. haha. but i could see ken's ears turning red. and that reubeb.oh.my.gosh.he can be an actor next time.haha.it's a waste if he doesnt become one.laughed like mad.

the leaders' performance was really really great.thank God i wasnt eating.would have choked to death.paula, cecelia, meryl and xue yan danced really well. yea. joel and daryl. my gosh. really cannot make it. haha. not in the bad way. but. they were really funny. the way they danced, their expressions. haha. then they sang tong hua. haha. i almost cried lahs. for some reason. but i didnt. =)

jean told me something that really made me think.yea.that i should be open about building the friendship. and i will. will stop being cynical about it. =)

i really cant help it. the feelings just come back like that. it's even harder when he shares his heart with u. but. yea. i know what i shouldnt say. =)

nervous.tomorrow prayer meeting.it's paula and me.so afraid i'll mess things up.but.yahs.will trust God that He'll move in our midst.

i wont tell u the truth.u gotta figure it out yourself.=) though i think u forgot about my blog. haha. u know who u are.

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