Sunday, July 17, 2005
whoa.this is gonna be a long post.i shall start with yesterday's happenings.
i went for trapeze.it was really fun.haha.on my first try, i was already trembling on the way up the ladder.cause i'm really afraid of heights.and i mean really.by the time i reached the plank, my palms were sweating.and i tell u,i'm not one with sweaty palms.i was trying to calm myself down.haha.then the guy (i forgot his name) tried to calm me down too.haha.and when i'm really nervous, i tend to be really loud and paranoid.so each time he moved, i was like, shouting into his ear "dont move! i will fall! DON'T MOVE!!!!!" haha. then he was like, "whoa.relax.you're the loudest person i've met!" haha. then he held on to my safety belt. i released my right hand and held on to the pole.i could feel his tight grip, so i boldly released my left hand to stretch out and reach for the pole. then i was on my first swing. i tell u, i was so scared, i just screamed all the way, i forgot to do the knee hang. haha. when the impact was lower, i didn't even try to do it.i just wanted to come down.haha.the second one, i told myself i would try to do the knee hang. but i slipped.so when i swung down, i just flew off. haha. like xian nu xia fan. only i dont look graceful.haha.the third time, i wasnt so scared. but still scared. i told myself not to scream, and i didnt. i bent my knees abit when i swung down, so the impact isnt as great. i tried to do the knee hang, but failed. haha. then tried to do the back flip, failed. haha. i will succeed next week! haha. but i really had fun. i met bernice. havent seen her since 2003 adventure camp in st john's island! haha. and i saw my jtc friends.
then i went for dinner with andrina.saw auntie doris, atiqah, a few of our church people.saw so many people.haha.
today.totally enjoyed myself.i tell u, God was so real in prayer meeting. when i prepared the items, i ran it through in my head, and it took only around 40 min. i asked God, "what about the 20 mintues?" then He told me not to worry, and gave me peace.so i went with faith.then the second part of the prayer items, i felt it was abit off at first.then we went one round, saying the visions and words God gave us. and everything is linked to the items on my prayer list.i was so amazed.and when i finished the last item, it's just nice, 1230!!! praise God!
haha.my friends are so nice.my hg2, serene, jojo, sheng, de, daryl, caleb, reuben, shiuan and heong.there's one more person.but i cant remember who.sorry.they bought me a cake, a bottle, a princess photo frame, a notebook, photos, card. so nice! haha. love all the items. there's still part two to the presents.haha.ate dinner with serene and jo. they threw cake at me, and made me all yucky.haha.but enjoyed myself.they made a shirt for me! super sweet of them! love them to bits.and even andrina bought me stuff! i feel so loved!
hmmm.gotta go.havent bathed. haha.
my sixteen darlings, i love u!
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