i dont know if i like him.
i really dont.
so dont ask me

whee..
going out with melvin, lynn and my brother.
gonna eat ice cream!!!
hahaha.

i've got a date in chinese garden!
this is super lame.
haha.
only 3e2 will understand.


ooh la la!!!
i got my Light For The Lost Junior Councilman pin!!!
i can put it on my uniform!! haha. rangers uniform, i mean.
but US' record of my name is spelt wrongly, so gotta revert to them.
haha.
but still!!
hard work does pay! (though it wasnt really hard work)
with God's help!!
this is really motivating me to get my bronze medal of achievement latest by this year.

went to AWWA today.
Asian Women's Welfare Association.
the kids are really very poor thing.
but i saw this little boy there.
he looks normal.
but he's very quiet.
he's really adorable.
i feel so compelled to pray for them.
i will do so.=)

irritating lors.
throughout the whole thing,
i got suaned.
cause eugenia and i only two girls.
then she got eugene to defend her.
so the guys all target me.
arghs.
haha.i had fun during pe today.
it was really funny.
especially mr neo and mr yeo.
but got two injuries.
both jiaxing and zongda sprained their ankles.
tsktsk.
too bad i havent taken first aid course.
haha.

i got two flowers!!!
haha.cause got people raising funds for cancer foundation through selling flowers.
so caixin bought.
haha.he asked me to buy from him,
but i asked him to give me instead.
so he gave.
haha.
then eugenia gave me one,
cause she bought three.
so nice!
i love eugenia.

super irritating.
jiayu writing "love letters" to ivan.
gerald writing "love letters" to me.
jy trying to imitate me,gerald trying to imitate ivan.
super whatever lors.
it's super crappy.
jy and i laughed like mad.

yayness!!! fairy's coming bethel this sunday!
so is shir!! i miss them soooo much!

lalalas.


eileen.this part is for u.
u know what?
you dont have to care about what people think.
the Bible did say, the more you shine for God,
the more people dislikes you.
i know it's a hard fact to accept,
cause you're those whom everyone loves.
but are u willing to humiliate yourself for God?
are u willing to "irritate" people to shout God's fame?
thats what shouting God's fame is all about.
it's NOTHING glamorous.
but it's a command from God.
it's something we HAVE to do.
so what if people get irritated?
u know at the end of the day,
GOD IS PLEASED WITH WHAT YOU'RE DOING.
i'm not telling you to be insensitive,
but as long you feel led by the Spirit to share,
GO AHEAD.
opportunities come and go.
and they may not return.
if u miss this chance,
u might not get it again.
u wouldnt want to regret, do u?
just plant the seed.
God will honour His Word.
this is all about living a life for Christ.
people's opinion should not hinder your service to God.
your love of God should overwhelm you to do everything for Him.
you love your friends, i know that.
so since you love them, you should put them before you.
self doesnt matter in this case.
be bold darling.
Father i just pray for eileen,even as she reads this post,Lord you speak to her in your own special way.Lord we know how hard it is to proclaim our faith in the presence of our friends, but Lord we arent going to let "face" matters hinder our friends' salvation.Lord i just pray you let her know that you're pleased with what she's doing,that people's opinion of her doesnt matter.because ultimately, we want you to say to us"well done good and faithful servant".Father just grant her boldness, as she shares.let her see things from your perspective, and let her hear your heartbeat.use her mightily, in a way no man can fathom.in Jesus' Name,AMEN.

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enjoyed family day! haha.it's super funny..
i won this consolation prize for blessed draw, our table won a prize for games,
paula won the guessing sweets game,
and alfred walked away with the TOP PRIZE for the blessed draw!


i love serene.
i love jojo.
haha.they made me go down all the way from amk to tampines yesterday.
so dumb can.
i bought fries.
but cant eat at the mrt station.
cause they have people stationed around.
so each stop we reach,
we'll hide my fries.
the moment the train moves,
we'll eat again.
d-u-m-b.
hahaha

i'm stuck with jy,darric and ivan for news alert.
stupid.

yayness.
finally got time to help edina with her blog.
it's simple,
but i think it suits her.
=)

going to Chijmes later.
you rong's school concert.
chorale performance.

hey jon, cheer up!
dont be so stressed!
you're a total changed person these days.
less laughter and everything.
smile!
dont look at your circumstances,
look to God.
=)

needa go off..
wanna catch a nap before i go out again..
hahahaha..
tired ok..

i love u all.

-eileen, thanks for everything.your prayers and all.
God does answer prayers!
you know, i was really touched by u.
it's like, when i tell my friends stuff,
they listen,
give advice.
but you're different,
you act upon your words.
i love u.-


edina jie..
this post is for you..
part of it is.
haha.
you know what?
you brought so much joy into my life.
i remember once when i was young,
i stayed over at your house.
then in the middle of the night,
i was homesick.
so i cried.
i tried waking my bro up,
he refused to.
but you woke up.
you're someone who's hard to wake,
yet you did.
you calmed me down.
you talked to me.
you gave me a cup of milk.
and you called my parents.
you waited for them to reach.

you may not remember this incident.
but i do.
it shows how much you care,
how much you love.

we may be suaning each other all the time
i know you do love me.
and you know i do love you.

you've been a really good example.
a pillar of strength.
i can really talk to you.
and you listen.not just that.
you give advices.
you're a great motivation.
your relationship with God encourages me to go to a deeper level.

i will really miss you.
i already am missing you.

touched?
haha.

i thank God for technologies that enable us to keep in touch.
if not i'll go crazy missing you.
i'm sure you will too.
hahahaha.

i can help you with your blog.
but i need your password.
yups.

take care.i love you.lots.=)

lalala.
enjoyed the past few days.
haha.
i was so busy,
i didnt have time to blog.
i enjoyed the cip.
saw how united my class is.
3E2.
you rock my life.

rangers..
we went to three different farms.
haha.
drank goat's milk for the first time
not bad lahs.
then went for steamboat at marina south.
totally enjoyed myself.
i love the girls.
=)

went for ning's party yesterday.
had lots of fun.
with my cousins.
i love them too.
i've got a tattoo on my right hand!haha.

super tired.
blog another day.

-my heart isnt meant for anyone to fool around with-


nothing much recently.
wont be blogging much these few days.
=)
my arm is better,thanks for everyone's concern.
but i cant fully bend it yet.
=)

God's in control of every situation yeah?


haha.
today was quite a fun day.
reached mac at 8+ to study.
usually only got rebekah, eunice and joel.
haha.
today,plus me, jojo, anna and jean.
we were so shocked to see each other,
cause we are the type who need a lot of sleep.
haha.
not bad.
we're hardworking.
praise God!
hahaha..

so many people asked me about my arm lahs.
hahaha.
ivana was like, "why dont i write a note on your arm that says you hurt your nerve? that way people will go, orh, when they see you, instead of asking u what happened.haha."

she's so nice, she helped me hold my plate while i ate.haha.cause i couldnt hold it with my left hand.i love my cousin.=)

worship was great.
really.
i was so overwhelmed by God's love.
He assured me of His love for me.
and i was like,
i broke down.
and wept.
like a baby.
felt so loved.

then i made a commitment to God.
something to do with discipleship.
like i said, my passion is towards young people.
thats why.
yups.

there was a fire drill.
haha.
so funny.
cause serene and i walked slowly.
then ps rach chased us.
so we pretended to run and panick, while shouting
"FIRE!!! RUN!!"
haha.so dumb..

percy hurt his ankle,
so i teased him
"learn first aid then u try on yourself arh?"
then he was like,
"no...-_-"
hahaha..

then rq also hurt his face during trapeze yesterday.
haha.so they were like,
why all the rangers people hurt themselves so easily
haha.

went heartland mall.
to buy meryl's present.
haha.
think she'll like it lahs.

then went home.
saw waileong.
took same bus.
so talk talk talk.
he's super nice can.
when i alight,
he said, "bye! take care of your arm!"
haha.
so sweet.

thank you reuben!!! haha.i've got a new roxy shirt!
my best budd is the best.
haha.
it fits me perfectly well.
yups.
thanks.
love ya!
=)

JESUS I LOVE YOU!


my arm hurts!
argh..
it's hurting even more!
i think the doctor i went to is a fraud.
haha.
no lahs.
later she sue me for slander.
but it's worst than before.

i cant clap my hands properly,
i cant eat properly,
i cant write properly,
i cant dress properly,
i cant tie my hair properly,
i cant do alot of things!
haha.

just changed the dressing,
and the hot sensation is really shiok.
haha.

supposed to go for either rangers of trapeze,
but my bro shared with this new comer for so long,
we couldnt make it for both.
so ended up went bugis with cecelia, xue yan, bernice, chin ee and selena.
had a good talk with cecelia while walking around,
and xue yan while on the way home.

haha.
so happy.
i bought a new pair of earrings.
it's really pretty.
haha.
xue yan says it's so me.
oh mans.
i'm typing so slowly,
cause only using right hand.

oh!!!
i saw antoinette today!
my jtc friend
missed her so much.
haha

ta-ta


i miss eileen so much!
haha.
talked to her on phone for almost one hour
we really talked about everything.
so happy for her.
she loves her church now!
haha.
Jesus is using her real greatly.
so encouraged by her.
learnt new stuff from her.
i love u eileen.
=)


haha.what a dumb title.
but yes!
my poor elbow!
haha.went to some chinese physician.
she's like damn smart.
i told her what problems my elbow's giving me.
and know what?
she felt around my elbow,
and pressed on this nerve,
and i was like, PAIN!!!!!
haha.
then she say thank goodness i came early.
as in, if i waited for a few more days or something,
the condition will worsen.
thank God! cause i didnt plan to go today.
parents forced me.
haha.cause i kept complaining about the pain,
and yet i refused to get treatment.
hahahaha.

stupid mr neo is so dumb!
haha.
i dont wanna elaborate.
who wants to talk about him
haha.
but we seriously think he has lung cancer.
haha.
oops.
cant laugh.
so poor thing.

i cant go trapeze tomorrow.
so sad.
wells..
go for welcome party lors.
but needa leave early for rangers.
WHICH MEANS I NEEDA BRING UNIFORM!
NO!!!!!!!!
so lehh cheh
know what i talking?
haha.i dont know how to spell.

hahhaa.
i forgot i was doing worship until yesterday.
oopsie.
hahah.

i despise guys who dont treat relationship seriously.
one moment like this person,
the next moment got stead liaos.
like,WOW.
how fast.
they are nothing.
but xiao ren who fool around with feelings of girls.
am i talking about u?
did i say i was?
dont think too much.
just a passing remark.


today's such a boring day.
i was so quiet.
at least i thought i was.
love-sick.
haha.
no lahs.
just. feeling down.
dont know why also.

hahahs.
anyone wants to go watch fireworks this sunday?
so romantic!
wanna go??


went out with serene.
bought body glitter and glittery "belt"
hahas.
super cheap.
8 bucks.
but buy one get one free.
which means one for 4!
shared with serene.
cheap lors.other places at least ten.
we bought it in raffles place some more.

was talking to chara.
haha.my jtc friend.
she's so cute lahs.
super hyper.
miss her so much.
miss all my jtc patrol friends.
will meet up after exams.

nothing much to say.

please pray for me.
my left elbow.
cant straighten it properly without it hurting.
it's getting worse each day.
parents say have to bring me to the doctor's if the pain doesnt go off by this week.
i hate going to the doctor's.

haha.super touched by what joanna said.
that they were worried for me.
hahaha.
you girls rock my life.

cailing i love u.
=)


lalala.
haha.
going out with serene.
i love her!


slacked at home the whole day.
haha.
yesterday, as well as today.
but hey.
a miracle happened.
i exercised.
haha.i detest.loathe.exercising.
hahahaha.

did i mention my brother bought God He Reigns disc?
haha.
brothers rock.
haha.i wanted to get one.
but i didnt bring enough cash.
haha.i was hoping my bro would buy.
and he did!

there's one particular song i super love.
WHAT THE WORLD WILL NEVER TAKE

with all i'm holding inside
with all my hopes and desires
and all the dreams that i've dreamt
with all i'm hoping to be
with all that the world will bring
and all that fails to compare
you say you want all of me
i wouldnt have it any other way
i've got a Saviour and He's living in me
whoa! i wanna know
i wanna know You today
You're the best thing that has happened to me
the world will never take
the world will never take You away
no one could ever take You away

meaningful right?
no matter what happens,
what you throw at me
what you snatch away from me,
there's one thing you can NEVER take away.
JESUS.
cause He lives in my haert.
forever.


last night's FOP was better than the first.
yups.terry, waileong and charles went.
met isaac too.
was sitting with them, plus serene, jeremy, daryl, joshua, shiuan, wee heong, his friend, alfred and caleb.

i was surprised at how nice bowen guys can be.
cause fop ends very late.so terry asked me to call him when i reach home to let him know i'm safe.wai leong smsed me to make sure i was home safely.shared cab with isaac.haha.we dropped at my place, and asked me to sms him when i reach home.and he paid for the fare.haha.will return him 5 bucks tomorrow.

went out with shiuan, jean, wee heong, caleb, daryl and alfred for dinner at ps.
happy birthday shiuan.

i realised i never liked guys who are popular.as in, the type who every girl will fall for.i dont go for that sort of guys.but now, that guy seems to be attracting lots of girls.oh wells.he's not mine.haha.just gotta wait and see what God's plans are.=)

you know what? i realised i'm not like girls who keep complaining about how fat and ugly they are etc.my body may not be perfect, my looks may not be attractive, but i never doubt how beautiful i am.cause each time i start doubting myself, and start being self-conscious, God tells how beautiful i am.u may not think so, but God thinks so.and i'm contented with just that.i dont care what u think.i dont care what "he" thinks.as long as God thinks i am, it's more than enough.

i love Jesus.
dont u?


hey!
fop was totally fab last night!
so many people were saved!

we queued up,then went in.we saved seats for reuben, eunice, liang sheng, serene and jojo.but then after that more people came, so we were told to give up those reserved seats.
God's presence was so real.it was really touching to see christians of different denominations coming together with one focused goal.lift God's name on high.

ps chia is the nice chairperson of this whole event! we all felt proud seeing our senior pastor up on stage!

met hong wah.my pri school friend.initially we looked at each other cause we found each other familiar.but didnt talk.haha.then zeren asked him if he was from hong wen.he said yes, so we started talking.haha.then stupid lahs.his friend and he asked for my number.but i didnt give.haha.

then the event started.got two guys from the back came down and stood next to me.cause i was quite in front.then next to the aisle.so got space for them to stand.then the pastor said to hold hands and pray.so okay.hold hands with that guy.felt quite uncomfortable lahs.then the pastor said lay hands on your friends and pray for each other.he put his hand over my shoulder.i got a shock lahs.no guys who are not related to me by blood ever did that to me.haha.then when finished praying, he disappeared.haha.think he felt quite paiseh too.hahahaha.

then bernice's dad drove me and claressa home.thank you!

going today.praise God! people from my class are going!
tentatively is charles, waileong and terry.
daryl they all line up.haha.i'm gonna just join in the queue.cause i'll be late.
got training for prayer leaders from 4-6.
i'll request to leave early.

was talking to eileen.
we just talked and talked.
updated each other on our lives.
and i suddenly missed her so so much.
i told her.
she felt the same way.
i cried lors.haha.i just miss her so much.
but she doesnt know i cried.
cause i was still "haha"ing away.
i love u eileen.
you're just like a twin sis to me.

serene, thanks for popping by!
i love u too! we needa really talk one of these days.
dont have time to really talk recently.

praise God.
He's so real.
not just in my life.
but in everyone's.
there IS a God.
you are who you are, not by your own strength, but by His grace and mercy.

i just dont know how to express my thanks to You Lord.
thats why my life is dedicated to shouting YOUR fame.
YOU and You ALONE.
You deserve my best.
i LOVE YOU more than anything, anyone.
cause YOU are my LORD.
my BEST FRIEND.
=)


YAYNESS!
it's FOP!!
going today!
yups.will meet bernice at 3.30 at kovan.then go kallang meet the rest.
haha.must take care of the younger ones in my zone what.
i'm so nice, i can't stand myself.
haha.
nahs.no lahs.they quite new, so must help them interact around.

lalalas.
my class people are going!
double yayness!
tonight only jon yu and me.
tomorrow, the guys, jean and me.
sunday, jiayu and jo.

i believe God will move.

i'm holding on to the promise of my friends' salvation.

i love You Lord. and i believe there'll be revival. i just wanna scream Your fame!
we're gonna shake the place with Your praises!
i cant wait!

byeee~


cts are over!
yayness!
but stupid neo wants to have a separate amath ct for us.
oh wells.

know what?
haha.i finally got hold of chinese cinderella.
so nice lors! i like the book.
haha.each time i read about how bias the stepmum is, i feel like slapping her.
haha.
but then again, i've never slapped anyone in my life, and i dont intend to.
hahahaa.

fop.fop.fop.
haha.HILLSONGS!
i missed it last year, and i'm NOT gonna miss it this time round!

yays.jon yu and jean are going.

sads.my fairy isnt going.=(
miss ya dearie.

lalalas.
miss someone.alot.
wells.=) not gonna say anything.
i dedicated my life to shouting God's fame!

i came up with this quote:
"you never really lived until you receive Christ.before that, you're merely struggling to survive."

He really loves u.
and i'm sure alot of u heard this before.
but.
are u accepting the fact?
the truth?
He's waiting.and wont stop waiting.

SO YOU WOULD COME
before the world began
you were on His mind
and every tear you cried
is precious in His eyes
because of His great love
He gave His only son
everything was done
so you would come

nothing you can do
could make Him love you more
nothing that you've done
could make Him close the door
because of His great love
He gave His only Son
everything was done
so you would come

come to the Father
though your gift is small
broken hearts
broken lives
He will take them all
the power of His word
the power of His blood
everything was done
so you would come.


dying.dying.dying.
looking forward to friday.FOP!!!
i wanna go for all three days!
i hope sat trapeze postponed.
hahahahaha.

distant.feel quite far.yahs.dont know why.
got talk.but.not friends talking to friends like that.
like strangers talking to each other.
haha.
whatever.

kind of sad.
yups.
dont know why.
thats why must laugh!
hahahahahahahahahaha.

the opposites happen.
talk then i feel sad.why?
never talk, i couldnt be bothered.
paradox?
(is it right to use that?haha.)

hahahaha.
hahahaha.
hahahaha.

bye.


i know i know.
i havent been blogging.
haha.some problem with my com, i cant even see my own blog.
so i cant read what people tagged, i cant read my own post.
nevertheless, i'll still blog.
haha.
common test week! argh.
anyways, it's FOP week!
woo-hoo! cant wait to go!
aww.so sad.leaders got training on fri, cant go.
haha.going with serene, jojo, caleb and reuben.
so excited!
hmm.nothing much already.
JESUS LOVES YOU!
whatever problems you're facing, He wants to take it away from you! but, u gotta give your life to Him. are u willing?

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