the CLASSIC.

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

FUN FUN FUN!

3e2 got killed in today's amath test.
after the test,
everyone was really mad.
talking rubbish,
walking around like zombies.
so dead.
so funny.
not supposed to have VE today,
but crying horse (read in chinese.some malay name) arranged some program for us.
argh.
actually can leave at 2.
ended up leaving at 3 plus.
went to compass with eugenia, ziwei, lihui and eugene.
eugenia,ziwei and i wanted to buy the u2 shirts.so we tried.
but not nice lors.
haha.
then we went to pizza hut.
i had fun with them.
love them to bits.
=)
gotta go study.
take care everyone.
i love u!
cause God loves u.

6:15 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

isnt dilys the smartest girl ever?
i couldnt surf, cause this stupid com is so lao pok.
but after so ingenious clickings, i managed to revive it!
(crowd applauds, dilys curtsies)
hahaha.
total crapness.

during phy, eugenia,lihui and i were so bored,
we were writing rubbish on this piece of book cover.
so funny lahs.
haha.
eugenia lives in self-delusion.

ss was utter boredom.
i almost fell asleep.
my eyes were half-closed when she called me to answer a question.
hahaha.
that woke me up.

dilys is generous.
lihui and i were walking.
then gerald,ivan,vinnodh and darric were at the ice-cream stall.
so then gerald asked me for a dollar.
since i had a one-dollar coin,
i gave it to him.
and then ivan asked for one too.
i was like, no.i dont have any more.
haha.so i walked on..
then gerald asked if he needs to return the money.
i said no.(i told u i'm generous!)
then ivan and him started fighting with each other for the ice cream.
stupid.
haha.
but gerald got it.

i'm over, what ever it was.
and i'm the cheerful dilys sgain!
thank you edina jie.
u reminded me of a lot of stuff.
and God spoke to me as i was reading your mail.
i'm called to help others put things in perspective.
however hard,however tiring,
GOD WILL SEE ME THROUGH IT.

p/s.basic courtesy is most appreciated.even though my answer will be a yes, it's only polite to ask.
it's just the beginning.

4:47 PM

Monday, September 26, 2005

think there's something wrong with my com.
but nevermind.
i just lost a post.

i love edina choo ai fen.
so touched to receive her sms,
assuring me that though she's miles away,
she'll still be there for me.

i'm feeling a lot better.
last night's post was written in a period of confusion.

uncle steven's book "destiny" is really encouraging me.
his life.
such a great testimony.

haha.confession: i was on the phone with caleb for an hour plus last night again.
but initially it was for serious stuff.
cause i'm supposed to share a testimony on fri.
but we just talked after that lahs.
he's nice.but UTTER lamerism.

p/s. totally sick of superficiality.when will they learn to be their real selves?

6:11 PM

Sunday, September 25, 2005

ok.yes.i admit.i was hurt.
i just didnt know that words coming out of their mouths could affect me so much.
but for Him, i'm willing to go through all these.
cause i love Him.and i know He loves them.
serving with love.
i'll learn.however hard it may be,
i will do it.with God's strength.
He just spoke so much to me today.
His love for me is so so real lahs.
and He spoke to me today on the way to church
"dont be satisfied with where u are today.never be satisfied."
i kind of shrugged it off.
during cet,aunty janet said the same thing.
in service, aaron said the same thing.
ok.i was like, yes God.i heard u.
i know there are still weak points inside of me.
and i'm just praying really hard no one will read this post.
yes, i said i've let go of that thing.but.i was asking God whats my weak point.
God flashed his face into my mind.
i know i've been trying to avoid him and stuff.
cause i dont want the feeling to come back.
i've had enough of my heart being torn.
but today, when he was playing, i was like,whoa.
that feeling kind of came back.
cause all along,i've been hardening my heart towards him.
i mean, everything was so clearly spoken.yea.
so each time people praise him in front of me,
i'd be like, ok lahs.i've seen better drummer.he isnt doing his best yet.
(cause there was this week he really wasnt doing his best, and it was pretty obvious.though i dont know why people couldnt tell.)
i've never been impressed by the way he played.
except for his first time,NEVER.
but when he played just now,
i could really really see the passion(yes,i've seen it, but never so strong.)
the smile and everything.
i was weak, but i focused.and i just ignored the whole thing.
cause the moment i entertain those thoughts,
i'm sure the feeling would be back.
and i so do not want that.
so.yahs.then i was looking through friendster.
i someone's testimonial to someone else.
it contains the lyrics of "the reason".
i melted lahs.
as in, that song really makes me think back of the memories.
and now that i'm mentioning songs, another one is tong hua.
argh.
blogging it makes me clear out my thoughts.
but.i'm not gonna do anything, i'm definitely not gonan think about it.
but now i understand how the guys i've rejected feel.
haha.but being ego or what lahs.
but.i was pretty harsh to them.
yea.God will remove this feeling.
if it's not meant to be,
it will not..what is supposed to take place,
will take place.....
yea.thats all.
God is in control.

6:59 PM

Saturday, September 24, 2005

i love all the ranger girls.
sasa and val never fail to put a smile on my face.
=) i love them to bits.
went to heartland mac with uriah,melvyn and luana.
on the way, saw uncle peter and aunty doris.(daryl,meryl and cheryl' parents).
i did greet them.haha.
saw wenfeng and gina.my hmt friends.
talked awhile.
then went over to find jiayu,eugenia,pearlyn,eugene,ivan and jinqin.
stupid ivan.
say i like "tiao tang" like that.
those buddhist one.
cause i was jumping and bouncing around.
-.-
ate dinner.
jy and and pearlyn left.
saw eugenia's ic photo,
and ivan's ic.
eugenia's one is nice.
ivan look like drug addict.
hahahahahaha.
I'M LEADING PARADE NEXT WEEK.
PARADE COMMANDER.
muahahahaha.
but i totally have no idea how to pronounce those malay words.
eugenia wanted to teach me,
but guides' parade quite different.
ncc one more similar.
so ivan and eugene taught me.
one syllabus by one syllabus.
so funny.
hahaha.
i wrote down.(i dont know how to spell.but the pronunciation is there lahs.)
rangers watch your front.
rangers sediah.
kekanan lurus.
pandan kehadapanpandan.
dari kananbilan.
rangers senandiri.
(announcements.prayers.)
rangers sediah.
keluar baris (fall in) or bersu right (fall out)

not bad right.
thanks eugene.
thanks ivan.
thanks eugenia.
=)
omg lahs.ivan gambles.he makes soccer bets.
QUIT GAMBLING LAHS.

lalala.
i wanna go watch tv.
got terrible headache.
but God will take it away.

There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you
It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear
And then a hero comes along
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In timeYou'll find the way

9:07 PM

i love hg2
-smiles-
it's like.however terrible the week had been,
they always manage to make me laugh.
i had a really good time laughing.
haha.sounds mad.

i've been and am feeling pretty down.
and i dont know the reason.
i guess i need someone to hear me out.
it's like, when paula said sometimes she feel she's being taken for granted,
i could totally relate with her.
but she knows she's not.
her friends show love and appreciation to her.
i dont even sense appreciation by my friends somehow.
the moment they see u,
they just blabber and blabber about their problems.
your feelings arent even considered.
u may be down and all,
but they dont seem to sense it.
i just need someone to take the initiative to ask me how i'm doing.
probably after this post is up,
lots of people will do that.
but there's no point to it.
so dont feel obliged to do it =)
i've had enough of suanings.
i've had enough of criticisms.
i've had enough of stereotyping.
people just dont know when they've crossed their limits.
i'm a human too.
i'm a female.
with emotions.
however easy i may seem,
i can be hurt by what people say too.
but who will give a damn about how i feel?
i feel so tired..
so so tired..

p/s.daryl, thanks for the songs.and stare at the electric for a longer period of time! one minute isnt enough.

12:11 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

YAYNESS!!!
-looks around-
see the new skin?
pretty right?
my goodness.
haha.this is the skin i was talking about.
i fainted on the spot when i saw it.
it's so fantabulously pretty!
praise God! haha.
but my tagboard couldnt be seen at first.
so i signed up for a new one.
but i used up all my email add.
so i asked daryl if i could use his.
and he agreed.
THANK YOU!YOU'RE SO KIND! =)
but then jon told me why i couldnt see it.
cause i forgot one portion.
haha.
but still,THANK YOU DARYL!!!!!

let's start with wed night.
i feel so bad.haha.cause toky was so nice to help me type the emath w/s.
but i didnt finish qns 3 and 4.
cause i was on the phone with caleb.
haha.-smiles sheepishly-
for one hour plus.
then after that watch tv and do qt.
haha.so forgot all about it.
it was super crap lahs.
i was trying to do my homework while talking to him,
he was trying to study while talking to me.
haha.ended up we just gave up on trying to multi-task.
cause we CANT.
haha.
whoa.i thought i saw what rebellion was.
caleb's school has even worst!
my gosh.
-shudders-

thursday:
usual routine.
went to school.
then hmt.
then went to meet serene.
we went bugis.
to buy zihui's present.
we liked the shirt we bought for her so much,
we bought one each for ourselves.
so now three of us have the same shirt.
and i bought a pink mini skirt.
not really short,cause i dont wear such short skirts.
billabong-madness.
haha.cause all billabong.
no disclosing of prices here,
cause it's a present, remember?
all i can say is, it's really a good buy.
and i'm super satisfied.
retail-therapy is addictive.
muahahaha.
but it makes me broke.
though i can claim money from my bro.
he's super nice.=)
went for prayer meeting.
haha.
i was evil.
cause caleb was sitting in between all the girls.
so shiuan suggested he sit with edward.
if not he'll look so out of place.
i refused to let him out.
haha.
make him a jie-mei for the day.-grins-
didnt have time to go toilet,
so i took out my contacts in my seat.
haha.
think my fingers were kind of dirty.
cause my eyes were itchy after that.
i received a refreshing touch from God.
praise God.
cause in the afternoon,
we had prayer.
then the guys kind of criticised and made fun of us.
they said we were weirdos.
they watched us pray,and they chanted some buddhism stuff.
but God helped us keep focused.
seeing them do that just made me want to intercede for them more.
i've never had such love for my classmates.
and God encouraged me,"dilys.dont look on the outside.they may appear to be jeering you.label u as a freak.but those who criticise most,usually are the ones who are most receptive to me."
i was so touched by what He told me.
and i think God is speaking to most of them.
cause it's like,
alot of them asked me,"what are you all fasting and praying for?"
i just said,"you.cause we love u.and God loves u."
and some of them kept quiet for a moment.

and today,
something happened.
she cried.and cut herself.
i was so hurt when i saw that.
so i went over.
initially i really had no words.
and she didnt want to tell any of us what she's going through,or thinking.
so i said a simple prayer in my heart.
"Lord, let her open up to me, so i can have the right words for her."
and she did.
God gave me words to speak to her.
and i took the chance to share Christ with her.
i believe God is doing a work in her life.
and He's softening her heart.
i asked her if i could pray for her,she nodded.
i was so touched.
God really intervened.
and i prayed.
while i prayed,my tears just flowed.
i felt such compassion from God towards her.
and i know,God IS working in her.

need to go off.
haha.i'm supposed to reach jean's house at 5.
and i havent bathed.

Lord.i'm just speechless.i see that you are moving.in my class.i dont want it to stop just in my class.i want it to be throughout bowen.i'm willing to be labelled as a weirdo, or even freak, for You.there may be sacrifices.but i'm willing to do it.cause you're so real.you really answered my prayers.there are more and more discussions on christianity in my class now.and you've given me wisdom to answer some hard questions.i know you're moving in alot of my classmates' hearts.Lord i'm gonna fight for their salvations.whatever it takes.cause you've given me love for them.i want to show it to them.together with other christians in my class.Lord u soften hearts.and if in the process, whatever they say hurt us Lord, you heal our hearts.i admit i was quite hurt by what they said yesterday,but Lord u heal my hurts.and just use me to reach out to them.i'm not satisfied with just 10 christians in my class.i want more Lord! Father,show yourself so real.thank you.thank you for everything.i love u.amen.

3:44 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

yayness.i helped ivana's cell with their blog.
haha.
i'm gonna change my own skin.
found this super cool one.
love it mans.
but no time to do it today.
lalala.
prayer group starts tomorrow.
in my class.
praise God.

thank you kiayong!
he saved my life.
i forgot to bring my emath w/s home.
he typed it out and sent it to me.
took him 17 min!!!!
thank you!!!
so kind of u.
-beams-

7:34 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

heyhey!
hmmm.was pretty moody for the whole day.
though most of the time i appeared okay.
i dont know why either.
sian.
i really wanted to bunk with jojo and serene.
cause we totally had fun last year.
but serene bunking with other people.
:(
praise God i didnt get terrible cramps!
my God is a healer!
jon wee said he found out something.
he said "i noe."
"dont shy la.i already noe"
i have absolutely zero, na-da, nil, idea about what he's talking about.

many bloggers have been sued,
cause of the sensitive topics they talked about in their blogs.
nevertheless,
i'm gonna continue sharing about God.
even if i get sued.or whatever.
my life is dedicated to shouting His fame.
and i believe God will cover over my blog.

God loves you.
more than you can ever imagine.
when u think no one cares,
HE CARES.
when u think no one understands,
HE UNDERSTANDS.
when u think no one loves,
HE LOVES.
why live a life aimlessly?
live your life full of zeal!
with God, u can!
cause He's an awesome God,
your life is worth living for.

before the world began,
you were on His mind.
and every tear you cry,
is precious in His eyes.
because of His great love.
He gave His only Son.
everything was done,
so you would come.

nothing u can do,
could make Him love u more.
nothing that you've done,
could make Him close the door.
because of His great love.
He gave His only son.
everything was done,
so u would come.

come to the Father,
though your gift is small.
broken hearts, broken lives,
He will take them all.
the power of His love,
the power of His blood,
everything was done so u would come.

*would YOU come? He's still waiting..

7:25 PM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

GOD IS GOOD

argh.
my whole post is gone.
nevermind.
i'll summarise.
God was super real.
spoke to youth alive,
and we had a breakthrough.
i love u Lord.
had a backache,but God healed it.
amen.
and during praise,
alpha and omega,
the way jonavan played was like,
oh my gosh lahs.
super fast can.
thank God for good musicians.
and joshua smsed me.
that daryl is sick, so must pray for him.
u do read my blog right?
drink more water.
and rest more.
stretch your back.
take care.=) will pray for u.
saw a rainbow.
God reminded me that He'll keep his promises.
i love u Lord.
really.
so much.
so so much.

8:32 PM

Saturday, September 17, 2005

divorce is the worst thing that humans can come up with.
i'm not mentioning names.for privacy's sake.
when adults divorce, children are the ones who suffer.
thats what my parents always tell me.
and i find it really true.
when parents divorce,
most kids will think that they cant find love in family.
so they turn to the outside world (read: boys)
but i hope you won't.i really do hope u wont.
cause you do know your parents still love you.
even more than before.
besides, you know u still have us.we will always be there for u.
cause WE LOVE YOU.
and so does God.=)
u may feel all hurt and broken,
but God takes them all,
and gives u a new and whole heart.
He has a reason for all these.
a good reason, and not to harm you.
CAUSE HE LOVES YOU.
MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE ON EARTH DOES.
i dont know how much of these u are absorbing,
but as a dear friend,
thats what i really want u to know.
i love u.

now, this part is for my darling fairy.
(haha.my blog seems like a place i can write letters)
you know, i understand how hard it is for u to go through such stuff.
it's a different experience yes,
but the amount of hurts and pain is equivalent, if not more.
i realised something.
i became vulnerable the moment i let my mind run wild.
i start thinking about him, and i just go all weak.
thats when i start letting go of God.
it's not completely.
it's just, loosening the grip.
slowly,bit by bit, i let go of one finger, and another.
before i know it, i have let go of it completely.
but you know what?
our God is an awesome God.
HE NEVER LETS US GO.EVEN WHEN WE LET GO.
and you.
you are weak and vulnerable right now.
cause you're thinking too much.
you are worrying too much.
what happened to the eileen full of faith, full of hope?
encouraging me to continue running the race,
standing by my side when i was down?
all these may sound harsh,
but you need a refreshing touch from God.
i've gotten out of it.
i cant say completely,
but i've learnt to let God take control.
either u give Him your ALL, or u dont.
God doesnt want a half-hearted servant.
He wants a FULL-HEARTED servant.
yes, He can still use you.
but you wont be in your best condition.
the Bible says to be your BEST in everything you do.
will you be your best?
will u let go of the things/person(s) dearest to you?
are u willing?
do u love God enough to do that?
cause He's still waiting.
waiting for u to commit and surrender EVERYTHING.
trust Him darling.
He has a super duper wondrous plan for u.
cause HE LOVES YOU.
so do i.
jiayou.
dont be deceived by the devil.
you can do it.
i know you can.
i love u.

my post is super long.
haha.
last night i didnt dare to walk into joel's house.
cause super dark.
so i ended up taking a cab in.
haha.
so dumb.
it's like, from my school take cab to sandilands road.
who does such a dumb thing?
i know.you're shouting "dilys lors~"
haha.
our school ncc.haha.quite cool lahs.
when u see all of them in uniform.
it's like.wow.
haha.
ziwei, lihui and i was walking around school after amath extra lessons.
then we watched their parade rehearsal.
haha.so funny.
vinnodh was peeping at them.
then ivan's head tilted to one side.
then waileong only got one command.
shing rong looked so comical.
haha.
so funny.
then i was smsing ivan.haha.then i was laughing at him for his head.
haha.so funny lahs.
then he say he looked zai in uniform.
whatever lahs.
haha.

cell group was totally great.
we were all super crazy when playing games.
madness lahs.
super funny can.
haha.
then the worship and word, presence of God was so real.
as in, each week we go, we get new things from God.

yayness! there's rangers.
haha.
after that going heartland to look for eugenia.
she'll be the photographer of the day.

10:57 AM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

total yayness!
i've gotten back my handphone!!!
haha.
i'm no longer
phoneless
but it amounted to $65.80

haha.
talking to ky.
and found out some truths.
haha.
super funny.

i'm leading worship tomorrow..
and apparently i forgot about it.
haha.thank God alfred smsed me.
sorry!!!

it's late.needa shut down the com.
nights!

9:49 PM

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

argh!!!
stupid day.
even though it's caleb's birthday,
it was a cursed day for me!!!
haha.
first, stupid mr goh had to give a surprise test.
i wont fail it(hopefully), but i'll do badly.
careless mistake lors!
he'll kill me!
argh!!!!
and just towards the end of school day,
i had to ram into the back door of my class.
and the screen on my handphone broke!!!
actually, cracked.
but still!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!
argh!!!!!
stupid.

it's ok.
dilys will relax.
=)

i'm getting kind of irritated by this girl.
p6. cause i heard she' strying to get near me for a motive.
but it's ok. love..

argh.
stupid day.
argh!

4:50 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

today was a tiring day.
we were told there's another round of spot check.
haha.
apparently the teachers didnt carry it out.
thank God.
cause if there's spot check, i think danapal will be the one checking.
she confirm find fault one.
yesterday when michael did the checking,
he was super duper lenient.

pe.super funny.li hui, joanna, eugenia, ziwei and i teamed up with
ivan, gerald, darric, vinnodh,ziming and kiayong.
then ky didnt catch alot of balls.(he was the keeper)
so then we told him we were going to kill him.
then he was like,"you come and be the keeper lahs."
then we apologised.(but he wasnt angry lahs.)
then i tried to shoot.
it went totally off, so i signalled and shouted "sorry" to ky.
then he supe sarcastic.
he was like,"sorry ah.sorry.my fault.my fault.i didnt catch.not your fault.sorry ah.sorry."
haha.joanna and i laughed like mad.
then i caught the ball, and wahid snatched it.
so i screamed and shouted,
"why u snatch my ball!?!?!?!?!??!"
haha.then stupid gerald and ivan.
they shouted."why u snatched her ball?"
then they kept repeating.
haha.
then i hurt my feet.
stupid ivan.
say i lousy.
then asked me go be keeper since i cant run.
then i refused,he asked joanna carry me out of court.haha.
such a jinx.
haha.
my com was ok yesterday.until we were talking.
then com hanged.
today play caps ball same team,
my feet injured.
stupid guy.

guess what? haha.the whole class hates andrea tan.
my gosh.i scored 2/10 for her ss test.
almost everyone got the same marks.haha.

i wanna tutor primary school maths lors.
hahaha.
melvyn and pricia gave me the motivation.
haha.
cause my strongest subj is emath.

haha.my mum bought me a ring.it was on offer.
haha.super nice.

God is great!
i'm less hot-tempered these days.
=)
praise God.

4:41 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

our God is an awesome God He reigns
from Heaven above with wisdom
power and love
our God is an awesome God.

God was so so real.really.
it's like. yesterday i went for altar call.
then the ps spoke over me.
he said,"you're seeking for approval from people around you.
but you don't need approval from them.cause God has approved of you."
then he prayed for me and i got slain.
i was really melting in the presence of God.
it's like. i enjoyed myself totally.
i wept.
i laughed.
i was just my transparent self before Him.
then i went back to my seat, and i started to worship Him.
ivana came and sat beside me.
and she asked me, "do u have like hurts or brokenness in you?"
i nodded.
and she prayed for me.
at that point of time, i started weeping again.
all the stuff she prayed for me.is so true.so real.
she gave me a hug.and i felt so much better.
total surrendering.
then i prayed in tongues for a while.
and God showed me this vision.
He showed it to me before, but now He was showing it to me again.
a heart with a door.and the door was locked.and only the person has the key.
not even God has it.
so i asked God.who is this for?
God directed me to serene.
at first i was really not sure.
so i told her what i saw, and i asked her
"is it relevant?"
she said," i dont know how to put it to you."
so i was thinking maybe i made a mistake.
but she said,
"the pastor told me God will make me a leader of all leaders.
and to do so, i must let go of all my hurts, my unhappiness.(etc etc.certain stuff are personal.)
so i told God that if what the pastor said is true, send a person to tell me something in line with what he said."
the moment she finished, i felt tears coming to my eyes,
and i saw that she started tearing as well.
so i prayed for her.
and i told her.
"initially i was comtemplating whether or not to tell u.cause i was scared i'd make a mistake."
PRAISE GOD! HE IS AND AWESOME GOD!

God is just so so real.
He works.
amen!

to everyone who has yet to know Christ.
listen.He really really loves u.
you may come up with many excuses that He isnt real.
but u know what?
up till today, no one ever came up with solid proof that says the Bible is fake.
every single one of us has had mircales happening in our lives.
you know why?
cause HE LIVES.
He is the real God.
He loves u.more than u can imagine.
and He waiting for u to accept Him.
HE LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYONE DOES.

5:03 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

haha.i havent been blogging.com spoilt.
the rocket making course was really fun.
haha.
i'm darker now!

hmmm.so much happened in the week.
as in,nice stuff.
haha..

lalala.

take care everyone!

7:58 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

haha.this is my second time typing this post.
i did such a silly thing.
i forgot i was still in blogger under edina's account.
and i blogged.
haha.
now i've gotta retype.

JONATHAN WEE WEI WEN!
i'm never gonna talk to this guy again.
i merely asked him what happened to his ankle,
and he was so hostile towards me.
i asked him why his behavior,
and he asked me to leave me alone,
cause he'll feel better this way.
NO ONE TREATS DILYS THIS WAY.
i know you're having lots on your mind recently.
that doesnt give u the right to behave like that.
you're an acl.
you've gotta learn to handle stuff properly.
i know you're under lots of stress.
there's nothing much u can do about it.
except to draw strength from God.
time management.
thats what juggling between school work
and leadership position is all about.
i dont know whether u'll get to read this post,
but thats what i wanna say.

i felt so much better yesterday after telling lihui everything.
haha.
i'm not perfect either.
only God is.
and i'll emerge victorious.
with God's help.

family gathering tomorrow.
but it wont be the same.
cause edina jie wont be around.
i miss her so much.
=(

9:57 AM

Thursday, September 01, 2005

ice cream!!

haha.as i was saying,went to j8 with mel,lynn and jon jiang.
haha.
we went to swensens to eat ice-cream.
cause it's super cheap.
like, 4 bucks only!!
so we ordered topless 5 and banana split.
it was stupid.
we laughed and eat.
then super cold.
so mel suggested playing block catching.
then i said, why not hide and seek?
then he looked my lynn and jon,
then said."how old already still wanna play this kind of game.childish."
then he looked at me and said."OKAY!"
then all of us laughed.
then ok lors.play.
so we oh-pay-som.
then end up lynn and jon j. one team.
mel and me one team.
so stupid lahs.
we got found within a short time.
but we took a long time to find lynn and jonj.
haha.
then so stupid.
cause darric saw me.
hahaha.then he told ivan i was dating.
whatever lors.
i was with my "relatives" ok.
haha.
then went their house for dinner.
watched shutter in their room.
super scary.
i screamed so many times.
hahaha.
not bad lahs.got to know lynn and mel better.
talked to mel.just talked lors.yea.
and lynn.
didnt really had chance to talk,
but we did talk.
comfortably.
=)
i enjoyed myself.

yayness!!
i'm meeting eileen later.
i miss her!!!!!

i'm having mixed feelings.
i dont know what i want.
but right now.
i know i wanna focus on God.
so i'll do just right that.

it's teachers' day! pray for more christian teachers.
who will proclaim Jesus' Name.

-i'm working towards bronze medal of achievement.i will.-

10:58 AM