Friday, September 23, 2005
YAYNESS!!!
-looks around-
see the new skin?
pretty right?
my goodness.
haha.this is the skin i was talking about.
i fainted on the spot when i saw it.
it's so fantabulously pretty!
praise God! haha.
but my tagboard couldnt be seen at first.
so i signed up for a new one.
but i used up all my email add.
so i asked daryl if i could use his.
and he agreed.
THANK YOU!YOU'RE SO KIND! =)
but then jon told me why i couldnt see it.
cause i forgot one portion.
haha.
but still,THANK YOU DARYL!!!!!
let's start with wed night.
i feel so bad.haha.cause toky was so nice to help me type the emath w/s.
but i didnt finish qns 3 and 4.
cause i was on the phone with caleb.
haha.-smiles sheepishly-
for one hour plus.
then after that watch tv and do qt.
haha.so forgot all about it.
it was super crap lahs.
i was trying to do my homework while talking to him,
he was trying to study while talking to me.
haha.ended up we just gave up on trying to multi-task.
cause we CANT.
haha.
whoa.i thought i saw what rebellion was.
caleb's school has even worst!
my gosh.
-shudders-
thursday:
usual routine.
went to school.
then hmt.
then went to meet serene.
we went bugis.
to buy zihui's present.
we liked the shirt we bought for her so much,
we bought one each for ourselves.
so now three of us have the same shirt.
and i bought a pink mini skirt.
not really short,cause i dont wear such short skirts.
billabong-madness.
haha.cause all billabong.
no disclosing of prices here,
cause it's a present, remember?
all i can say is, it's really a good buy.
and i'm super satisfied.
retail-therapy is addictive.
muahahaha.
but it makes me broke.
though i can claim money from my bro.
he's super nice.=)
went for prayer meeting.
haha.
i was evil.
cause caleb was sitting in between all the girls.
so shiuan suggested he sit with edward.
if not he'll look so out of place.
i refused to let him out.
haha.
make him a jie-mei for the day.-grins-
didnt have time to go toilet,
so i took out my contacts in my seat.
haha.
think my fingers were kind of dirty.
cause my eyes were itchy after that.
i received a refreshing touch from God.
praise God.
cause in the afternoon,
we had prayer.
then the guys kind of criticised and made fun of us.
they said we were weirdos.
they watched us pray,and they chanted some buddhism stuff.
but God helped us keep focused.
seeing them do that just made me want to intercede for them more.
i've never had such love for my classmates.
and God encouraged me,"dilys.dont look on the outside.they may appear to be jeering you.label u as a freak.but those who criticise most,usually are the ones who are most receptive to me."
i was so touched by what He told me.
and i think God is speaking to most of them.
cause it's like,
alot of them asked me,"what are you all fasting and praying for?"
i just said,"you.cause we love u.and God loves u."
and some of them kept quiet for a moment.
and today,
something happened.
she cried.and cut herself.
i was so hurt when i saw that.
so i went over.
initially i really had no words.
and she didnt want to tell any of us what she's going through,or thinking.
so i said a simple prayer in my heart.
"Lord, let her open up to me, so i can have the right words for her."
and she did.
God gave me words to speak to her.
and i took the chance to share Christ with her.
i believe God is doing a work in her life.
and He's softening her heart.
i asked her if i could pray for her,she nodded.
i was so touched.
God really intervened.
and i prayed.
while i prayed,my tears just flowed.
i felt such compassion from God towards her.
and i know,God IS working in her.
need to go off.
haha.i'm supposed to reach jean's house at 5.
and i havent bathed.
Lord.i'm just speechless.i see that you are moving.in my class.i dont want it to stop just in my class.i want it to be throughout bowen.i'm willing to be labelled as a weirdo, or even freak, for You.there may be sacrifices.but i'm willing to do it.cause you're so real.you really answered my prayers.there are more and more discussions on christianity in my class now.and you've given me wisdom to answer some hard questions.i know you're moving in alot of my classmates' hearts.Lord i'm gonna fight for their salvations.whatever it takes.cause you've given me love for them.i want to show it to them.together with other christians in my class.Lord u soften hearts.and if in the process, whatever they say hurt us Lord, you heal our hearts.i admit i was quite hurt by what they said yesterday,but Lord u heal my hurts.and just use me to reach out to them.i'm not satisfied with just 10 christians in my class.i want more Lord! Father,show yourself so real.thank you.thank you for everything.i love u.amen.
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