Tuesday, October 25, 2005
daddy allows me to work.
i'm praying i'll get promoted to 4E2.
Lord.
please.
only You can make it happen.
and i choose to trust in You.
i dont know how to be a good friend.
i dont know whats your definition of friend.
i dont know what u expect from me.
i dont know why u refused to budge.
i've taken the first step.
i've done all i could.
after so much has happened,
i'm numb.
i just dont wanna have anyone mad at me,
anyone regarding me as an enemy.
thats all i request.
if you're still upset with me,
i really have no idea what to do anymore.
all i want you to know is,
you're my brother in christ,
and i love you, cause He first loved me.
5:47 PM