Friday, October 21, 2005
i'm feeling tired.
as in,
really tired.
not physically.
but all the things that are happening,
they are really taking a toll on me.
i wanna forgive.
but i'm so sick of it.
it's like,
if a person keeps apologising to you,
yet continues hurting you,
for a freaking zillion times,
wont u get sick of it?
i am.
i really am.
but i'll learn,
because who am i not to forgive?
since God is so forgiving,
though i always do things that hurt Him?
i dont deserve His grace,
yet He's so gracious to me.
i'll learn to do the same.
because i wanna live a life like HIS.
i want real care, real concern, real friendship.not doing it to patronise me.what is REAL in these days?besides God.i need Your love.
to overflow in my heart.
i'm trusting You,
to stay in e2.
i love you Lord.
11:33 AM
