Thursday, November 10, 2005
GOD'S SO SO AMAZING!
i've got testimonies!
okay,first, remember how i was complaining about this headache?
i was supposed to see a doctor on monday.
but i decided not to.
i refuse to.
i believe God can heal.
and today i was fine the whole day, until i stepped in audi for prayer meeting.
i told God He must take that headache away.
so then just now alfred prayed for me.
haha.
i didnt give him a choice not to.
anyway, he prayed.ya.and the headache's gone!
and i'm praying it'll be gone for good.
if it doesnt, it means God really wants me to see a doctor.
2nd one.
cause yesterday was talking to ps rachel.
so then she told me there'll be a malaysia mission trip in december.
i was thinking about it all the way home, and God just spoke to me.
"so far you've only gone for one mission trip.and that's the Hong Kong one.and you're so satisfied with yourself.go for this msia trip.i will open your eyes to see things you've never seen."i told Him,
yes Lord i wanna go.BUT i'm so unprepared! i didnt save up for it! and i dont have a job now, so there's no income! but you know what, Lord? i will trust You to make a way.so today i was doing my work in resource centre. ps rachel came in and went, "
oh, by the way, record the number of books you've done.the church's paying you and yang for it.so if u do more than him, you'll obviously be paid more.that's only fair."and i was like, I'M GETTING PAID FOR ALL THIS?! ISN'T IT JUST HELPING OUT?!then she went, "YA! of course lah! you think u slave for the church arh? haha. so u better work hard!"i almost screamed for joy lah!it's like, i didnt expect to be paid!
and i was thinking, i can go for the mission trip!
so i asked her how much would the trip cost.
and she said, "less than hundred."
my jaw dropped.
haha.
i dont know how much i'll be paid.
but i'm trusting God that it'll be enough for my trip.
PRAISE HIM!
haha.my boyfriend just dated me out.
he said after his O's i must go catch a movie with him.
haha.
SURE BOYFRIEND!
haha.
(for your info, it's a pretend one. [duh!])
but the watching move part is real.
God's so so real in my life.
i just cant stop loving HIM!
i wanna serve Him!
know whats my life plan?
get married at 23.
give birth at 24.
get raptured at 25.
haha.
so cool!
i cant wait to die,then i can see my King in Heaven!
but dont be stupid, i wont kill myself.
i'll wait for God to rapture me.
so in the meantime,
i'll live my life to the fullest for HIM!
la-di-da.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE!
i know u feel loved.
u got the roxy bag u wanted.
=)
love me and jojo more ok!
since we love u so much
haha.
we wont stop loving you.
haha.today i was asked a very silly question.
"will you consider a guy who's younger than you?"i said no.
but when i think about it, actually, yes.
i mean, as long as he fits into my criteria.
which is,
a strong and steady man in God.
( meaning, does things that are right in the eyes of God)
LOVE ME.
love my family.
supportive of me in going full-time.
doesnt mind me having close male friends.
accept me for who i am,yet points out my mistakes and weaknesses.
thats all.the most important one is the first point.
(the best guy would be one who can play canon-in-d.on piano, or on violin.it doesnt matter.as long he plays it on my wedding day.haha.but it's ok if he doesnt know how to.)
age range: not more than 2 years younger than me, not more than 5 years older than me.
BUT,must be matured.whether younger or older.
haha.
i'm starting to blog crap, cause i'm waiting for my bro to put down the phone so i can connect.
my modem, i mean.
on account of him having his A's tomorrow (all the more he should hang up!), i shall not fight with him.
i must learn to give in.
REN!
10:29 PM
