Tuesday, November 08, 2005
updates on my spiritual life.
second post for today.
this is just an update on my spiritual life.
i just felt that i should share whatever God showed or spoke to me about.
cause it's sure to build someone up.
friday:
i saw this person in very rugged clothes walking on this long winding road, dragging this bag of stuff.
God: (certain parts censored cause it's personal) release this baggage.and trust Me.the long winding road represents your life.as you walk on, there'll be obstacles along the way.and it wont be a smooth one.however,it'll be a life for Me.
saturday:
i saw a heart beating.
and God just wants me to have His heartbeat.
and right there and then,when i thought about sin,i just got so so angry.angry with the devil.and so so disgusted with sin.
sunday: serene saw a coin.it's brand new.and shiny.but there's one tiny corner that's rusty.and God wants to clean that small corner.it spoke to me instantaneously cause God reminded me of the vision i saw on friday.
and God told me that though the prayer meeting didnt go the way i wanted it to, it went the way HE wanted it to.
monday: i had a minute of blurred vision.and it's like, i rubbed my eyes, and i yawned, but my vision was still blurred.and exactly one minute later, everything was back to normal.i thought it was nothing.until i heard God's voice distinctively.
God: dont be confused. i know what's/who's best for you.when u trust your heart, you'll only see blurred vision.but when u trust Me, you see clearly.
and in that show Stairway to Heaven, this guy died, just so he could donate his cornea to the girl. (their policy is that people who are alive are not allowed to donate their cornea)
so then it's super touching.but i was thinking, come on lah.like, which guy would ever sacrifice himself this way for the girl he loves.or at least, who will do that for me.haha.and then God told me: I DID. I died,so you could see what's love, what's the Truth. I died, so you could live.
i was super touched lah.
and then i saw a jug. it reminded me of 2 kings 4:1-7
because of her faith, God used Elijah to work miracles. the jug never did run out of oil,until it was enough.
God: you will be that jug,pouring continuously into people's lives.and you jug will never run out of "oil",until your very last breath on earth.i will use you.
that's God promise.=)
now, see why i cant stop loving Him, cant stop praising Him, cant stop living for Him?=)
cause HE's so so real.
so so wonderful.
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