Tuesday, December 20, 2005
back from mission trip.
God is really so so good.
Good Samaritan Home started from something with ZERO.nothing.and now,God is blessing them so much, they are blessing people.
what really opened my eyes was visitation to the slum areas.
we didnt plan to go.it was a last-minute thing.
and i really thank God we went.
it's like, on the first day when i reached klang and saw the kids, i really felt compassion towards them.it's like,they are so cute, how come their parents abandon them??
but when i saw the orang asli kids and the kids from slum areas,i realised the GSH kids are really blessed.they lack nothing in their material needs (they're contented with what people blessed them). the kids in the slum areas,they lack so so much.some dont even have parents' love.so in comparison,GSH kids are so much more blessed.
and i really thanked God lor.it's like.my parents love me so much, i have a roof without holes over my head, i have food on the table everyday, i have clothes to wear.so much so much.
i realised how greedy i am.so hard to be contented.
and my sharing.it didnt really go the way i planned.
and while preparing in singapore,God told me that there's one particular boy who harbours hatred and anger in him.and that i'm supposed to ask for the person during my altar call.
halfway through sharing, i really didnt want to ask.but God's voice rang in my ear.JUST ASK.JUST ASK.JUST ASK.so i told God, "if it's You,just give me the courage to ask."
and i just asked.without myself knowing either.i kind of shocked myself.and know what? there was a response.just one.i was like.WHOA,God You ARE real.
encountered funny stuff too.
while we were having debrief one night.
ed,don and xy sat opposite me.
4 of us heard a sound.
like a rat running past and knocking into something.
i stared at ed.
then three of them turned towards the corner where the sound came from just in time to see a little black figure run past.
no one else except for 4 of us heard.
we assumed it was a rat.
but we felt pretty queasy.
ed was like,"if we think it's a rat,it'll just be a rat.if we think it's not,it'll be more than a rat."
but we just ignored it.
until last night.
i told my bro.
then he told me,"we saw the same thing last year."
i stun.messaged the other 3 immediately.
but really thank God.
cos if it really was a spirit,God protected us.
another time was when i was at the swing.
i felt something zoom past my head.
my hair stood on my arm.
i ran back into the house.
haha.
i miss the kids there.
esp samuel,rachel and benjamin.
ben isnt a kid though.he's 14.haha.
sam is only 1 plus.
rachel is 5.
anthony says i'm pretty!!
hahaha.
he's 14.
we had a lion's court on one of the night.
our own team.
super funny.
haha.
quite dumb also.
i bathed with jo all 6 days.haha.
in short,
it was a knee-slapping,foot-stomping,hee-haw good time.
and my heart is totally God's.
the one person who's so hard to be eliminated has been.
feelings just left,na-da.
nothing's left.=)
after so much has happened,i'm disgusted.
8:31 PM
