Friday, December 30, 2005
i'm currently slacking at work.
haha.
today is my last day of work.
school's starting =(
boo-hoo.
anyway,i've been reflecting on the things that have happened this year.
it's like.
whoa.
so so much have happened.
and i think i've grown.
i mean.seriously.
if i didnt grow stronger,
i'd have just died lah.
literally.
some things come and go.
some memories just stay and linger in my heart.
some people dropped seeds of love.
some people bombed my life.
joy,laughter,tears,heartaches.
some were with me through it all,
encouraging me.
some were the cause of it all,
suffocating me.
but you know what?
GOD CARRIED ME THROUGH IT ALL.
and to those who really cared,loved,prayed and cried with me,
I LOVE YOU ALL.
really.
there were times i felt so lonely, and had to talk to someone,
there are always people around.
really.it's like, i don't really talk to my school people.
but at the same time i dont really wanna bombard my darling church friends.
still,they never complained lah.
i'm like so touched at times.
and talking to yang just now really made me feel so appreciated.
he's such an encouraging guy.
and i realised something.
encouragements coming from a guy is different from those of a girl.
i mean,they are as precious to me.
but,it's just..different.
you know it's like.u dont have to like that guy.but still it's different lah.
and you know what?
i still can't believe that....
I'M SIXTEEN NEXT YEAR!!!
i'm growing old!!!
it's O levels!!!
AHHH!!!
i wanna go back to the days when i'm back in Hong Wen.
i miss my p6 class so so much.
i'm anti-16.
say me crazy.
but 16 sounds...OLD.
i mean,when you're 14, you're too young for certain stuff.
when you're 16,people will be like, you're matured and OLD enough.
when you're 15, people treat you as a kid,yet at the same time matured enough for certain responsibilities.
15 is the perfect age.
being 16 means u cant do certain stupid stuff anymore.
=(
and thats so NOT me.
haha.
this entry is so linkless.
anyway.
I'M ANTI-16.
and i really do pray things will be alright by next year.
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