Sunday, January 15, 2006
this post will be dedicated to two groups of people.
1. people who are not original, and doesnt have a style of their own,
2. gossip-mongers.people who spread rumour.
ONE.
people who dont have a style of your own.tsk.please go find an image that really suits you.i feel flattered that people use me as an icon,but come one lah.when you follow the style of someone else,you arent being yourself.seriously.acting like a person, talking like a person, trying to have the character of the person does NOT make you that person.really.you have a mind of your own,you know who you really are inside,so portray yourself that way.i feel flattered,i really do.but sometimes when i see people doing that to me,i just feel like,"hey.u seriously cannot make it.please go find a style of your own.dont spoil my image."and because serene and i are such close friends,we both dress the same way and everything.so using me as your "fashion icon" is just as good as following serene's style.so there.
TWO.
whichever youth alive people reading this,i want to tell you,gossip is a killer.there is a reason why the Bible says gossiping is a sin.in case anyone of you dont know that gossiping is a sin,i'm telling you know.it's a sin,just like telling lies,just like murdering.tongue is a powerful thing.either you build people up with it,or you tear people down.i'm really super disappointed after hearing all the STUPID RETARDED rumours about me.i'm really super angry.i dont know who you are.but i think i know.but i'm not sure,so i will not say anything.i will not even mention whether or not the person is male or female.my speculation is that, cos i told person A certain stuff,so A told person B about it.BUT in the process, A distorted the truth.so B took it in,added in some stuff,and told people.i'm pretty sure my speculation is right,and i'm pretty sure they read my blog on frequent basis.and i'm sure if they are reading it right now,they will know who i am talking about.i dont care whether or not you're gonna apologise to me.i want you to clear things up with me.i dont know how you're gonna do it,but i dont care.because things are getting out of hand.and i know i cant handle this,so i'll just refer it to my leaders.i'm now george in tertiary,so i'll definitely approach him.because ps rachel isnt happy with all the people who are always gossiping and spreading rumours.dont try me,because if i hear people talking about it again,i WILL approach leaders.i am dead serious.when i heard about it just now, i really just wanted to run to the nearest toilet and cry lah.i just can't imagine such stuff happening in church.i love YA a lot.i pray for them everyday,i just put in so much love.and this is happening.i'm just totally hurt lah.and i just feel like leaving.BUT i wont.because like what reuben said.it's just rumours.i know it's not true.and it's not gonna cause me to backslide,because like what george shared with tertiary today."situations do NOT cause one to backslide.a person backslides cos he or she chooses to.
and to whoever is doing this to me.i dont know whats your motive.but i will forgive you if u clear things up with me.if u dont,and i hear stuff again,i WILL approach leaders.i already have names.so dont think i cant track you down.
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