Wednesday, March 22, 2006
A Life For Jesus
responsibilites come,when u wanna live a life for Jesus.
so much to handle.
and you know whats the hardest part of it all?
people disliking you because of the way your life is sold out for Christ.
there are two groups of such people though.
one group: non-christians
they dislike the fact that you're spreading the gospel.
they come up with stuff to shoot.
saying you are insensitive,forcing christianity in their lives.etc.
second group: christians
they see u as a hypocrite cos they dont think anyone can actually really live a life for Christ.
but u know what?
i dont care.i really dont.
both these have happened to me.
i wont say i'm having no difficulty going through these.
i am.
i am weak.
sometimes i do wonder,God,why me? is it worth it?
God says,"i have a plan for your life.and there's a reason why it's you."
and yes,it is worth it.
hard as it may be, i will turn the other cheek.
you're unhappy with how i'm showing Jesus' love,
the more i'll do it.
the more i'll pray for you.
the more i'll love you.
i cant do it.i really cant.
but if Jesus can die for me and you,
who am i not to love you?
even with all these stuff happening,
i still wanna praise God.
cos He's moving in my class.
you know,when i talk to en-hu (eccentric as she may be), cheryl wong and ken.
i tell you.
their hunger is what the Bible describes, 'like babies craving for milk'.
last year,their faith was wavering.
this year.i tell you.i really respect them.
and how God's moving in their lives.
kenneth,i dont know if u will read this.
but i wanna say thank you.
for offering to pray for me.
i really needed to know that someone out there,sharing the same faith,actually cares.
i'll try my best to answer any questions you have.
but it's by God's wisdom =)
e2.i love you so much.
and all the more i will pray for you.
9:39 PM
