Thursday, August 10, 2006
to jean (from school.not church)hey jean.know what? i've been a similar situation like yours.i wont say i know exactly how u feel.cos the degree of hurt may differ.your reaction to it may differ.but one thing i know.it's hell diffcult to get out of it.and you question God.why me?no one knows why.only God does.you know i've been praying for you.and i wanna see you emerge a warrior out of this.do NOT let the devil win this battle, girl.the VICTORY is yours.claim it!please,be strong.and dont keep stuff to yourself.there are two choices for you right now.one,to wallow in self-pity,and give in to the devil.two,stand strong! cry all you want,but at the end of the day.remember,this is not the end.God hasnt finished His work in your life.it's just the beginning.i know you have heard all these.but that's head-knowledge.read this with your heart:GOD LOVES YOU,JEAN.so do i=)friendships.do they end so easily?i've given up hope on one,and i didnt even bother talking to him about building this friendship.the 2nd one,gone just like that.i tried to talk to him,but he just didnt bother.i've tried,havent i?the 3rd,still waiting for her to talk to me about it.why God?i value these 3 friendships.i really do.i know there were circumstances which pulled us apart.but friends patch up,dont they?have i wasted my tears on them?have i wasted my prayers?but if it's for the better,then Lord,let your will be done.God.whats happening in my class?the christians are going through tough times.but i know we all wanna stand strong despite all these.God.please.please.i feel terrible.how can i be a light that shines your name?but like what i wrote above for jean,be strong.and i will be.no matter what.
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