Wednesday, April 18, 2007

i love you, 4E2.
went back bowen to collect my o level cert today.
man, that place brings back SO much memories.
while walking around, i was reminded of my secondary school days.
and i totally miss them.
well, life has to go on, right?
talked to ms lee.
she's so nice and all.
haha. i missed her, i realised.
called mr goh.
i went,"hi, may i speak to mr goh please?"
"who is this?"
"DILYS! do you miss me?!"
"no. i'm busy now, talk to you later."
SO ANTI-CLIMAX right.
haha.
but he was nice lah.
he came out like a few minutes later.
he called me siao zha bor. -.-
i said, "tomorrow the next siao zha bor will come bug you. (eugenia)"
he sounded fierce over the phone cos he was scolding someone.
i was like, "wah. you're so busy. forever scolding people."
and he threw me THAT look.
went to hod to look for mdm mah.
and guess who came out?
mrs danapal.
haha.
she's so cute lah.
she was like, "i can't recognise you! i can recognise her (shu qin) but not you! why? did you change a lot? "
and i was like, "er. i don't know. -smiles- probably my hair?"
and she was smiling away.
HAHA.
dickson had his shirt tucked out,
so we told mrs d to scold him.
and she was like, "you're no longer our student lah. i cannot and will not scold you. must leave good impression."
so cute lah.
i never did realise i missed her too.
the days of running away from her for fear of being caught for flouting the school rules.
HAI.
we then looked at the board where all the teachers' pictures are.
as i looked at the familiar faces, more memories flashed through my head.
the sense of nostalgia is so strong, i felt like crying.
the military band is gone.
concert band got bronze.
what the heck lah.
in the past, when you mention "bowen",
people go,"OH! the school with damn good band right?"
now?
"er. sorry, can you repeat please?"
bowen.
we were like cursing the school throughout the 4 years.
as i left, i thought i'd never miss the school,
just the people there.
but i did.
i do.
so many memories; good and bad.
4E2.
i miss you.
i want my old life.
i want days when we work hard together for our os.
i want the fun we had during pe -- captain's ball.
i want the bonding we had during our camp at kota tinggi.
i want the love we shared throughout sec4.
i want the joy we had while doing silly things as a class.
i want the laughter we had during math lessons.
i want the smiles i see on your faces everyday.
i want the tire we went through together.
i want the tears we shed when times were tough.
4E2.
i really want you back in my life.
as i looked at my primary school report book,
i realised something.
i was so reluctant to leave primary school for a strange place.
i thought i'd miss them hell lods.
but the friendships forged in secondary school is different.
the maturity level and all.
yes, i miss hong wen.
but bowen?
it means so much more to me.
i'm sorry i sound so down.
i need a break.
Labels: reminisce.
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