Wednesday, May 23, 2007
i went library to study today.
and i cried while studying lah.
i'm feeling kind of dumb now i think back.
cos i was so stressed out,
and something was bothering me.
and no, i dont need people smsing or tagging me to ask me what's wrong.
unless you genuinely care.
and i can tell if you're sincere about my life.
after that i met my mum in j8.
i feel kind of bad.
i wasn't in a mood to talk,
so i gave her one-word replies.
but i apologised when i reached home.
i dont wanna fail gp.
somehow i feel as if i know what it's all about, yet i feel like i don't.
HOW?!
the paper's tomorrow!
and i've been thinking.
are there really nice guys around?
because people are telling me that guys can pretend to be nice.
but how do you differentiate between a truly nice guy, and a pseudo one?
i dont know how to.
because i happily believe everything people tell me.
call me gullible.
but dont you think life would be so complicated, if you have to constantly doubt what people tell you?
so i choose to believe.
and why am i talking about all these?
i don't know.
oh yeah.
and i hate it, when someone tries to talk to you,
but yet after a while, give you replies as if they don't care about you.
or they stop replying, be it sms or msn, and tell you later that they were busy.
hello,
if you're busy, then dont even start the conversation!
bye, world.
8:22 PM