Saturday, May 19, 2007
IT'S EXACTLY 2 MONTHS TO MY BIRTHDAY! (:
i'm sad.
yeah.
even though my title sounds happy.
cmdr daniel just told us we'll be promoted to junior commander by next month.
it's a happy thing, yes.
but i'll be serving in ajo.
which is totally not what i want.
when i first joined rangers,
it was at pgo.
and it was also because i chose to join pgo that my relationship with my cousins are so much closer now.
plus i know the commanders there.
they care for me and all.
people like cmdr tres, cmdr julie teo, cmdr joyce, edina jie, cmdr lilian, cmdr chong.
so many commanders.
in ajo,
i only talk to my own commanders.
the rest?
i only smile and say hi.
not that i dont like them.
i do, really.
but it just feels different.
which explains why i'm so sad.
i thought i'd be posted back to pg after i get promoted.
but when i asked cmdr daniel today,
he said,
"no. you're still an ER, so i'll need to oversee you. if you're at pg, i won't be able to keep track of you."
i was so stunned.
i almost wanted to burst into tears lah.
i know it sounds dumb.
unless you know me well enough,
you wont understand why i feel this way.
God, how?
i really need prayers regarding this issue.
pgo is REALLY where i wanna serve at.
9:59 PM
