NORMAN WONG!
i'm not screaming at you k.

hahahaha.

norman's a really nice guy. he's one of those friends whom i can send sos messages to, and he'll never fail to reply.
yes, he always suans me. i guess maybe that's why it's hard for people to believe that he actually cares.
hahaha.
he does!
i can just rant and rant to him.
he LISTENS before he comments.
and as much as i always disagree when he claims he's cute,
MRNORMANWONG, you are cute luh.
with your braces/retainers.
HAHA.

and yes,
i'll treat you to lunch soon.
EH WAIT.
you should be treating me to lunch COS you're WORKING!
when you get your first pay-check!
you owe me a shopping trip.
HAHA.
and yeah, i'll pass you a letter soon!(:

happy cooperation during dtc,
senior guide! (:


DILYS IS A NICE GIRL.

yes really. hahaha. i know the amount of shock hitting your bodies right now. but its true. she's nice. a pretty princess too! albeit self proclaimed. lala. sometimes she's the one who lifts my spirits up. oh and i just re-read your letter/rant, and i think u still owe me another letter. and i realise this should be on friendster but nevermind. hahhaa. dilyssssssssssssssssssss. treat me lunch one day :DD

haha. that's taken from norman's blog.
for evidence, visit his blog.(:

and so i'm supposed to write something nice about him.
but i'll dedicate a post to him,
so i shall do that later.

today was a slack day.
haha.
daryl ang yong qin.
HMMMM.
hahahahahahahahahaha.

jean and cheryl wong came sr!
it's cool to see them after so long.
i miss them!
makes me miss 4E2.

can't really remember the events of today.
but yeap.
i love school. (:

OH!
MR CHACKO CALLS US THE POWERPUFF GIRLS!
COS HE THINKS OUR LAUGHTER IS LIKE PPG'S!
cool uh.
cos we call ourselvs ppg.

that's all.
i'm gonna dedicate a post to normanwong.


school was fun, as usual.

had a forum session during cdp period just now.
the principal was addressing issues which were brought up to him.
students were allowed to raise issues there and then,
and so i went up and asked him something 4 of us had always wanted to.
something to do with the library's inflexibility.

the principal's a real funny man,
he understands what we are going through.
haha.

funny thing was,
after the session,
many people were like,
"dilys you're so brave!"
"wah! you dare to speak up!"
"not bad eh!"
and lots of other comments.

well.
to these people,
all i have to say is,
i've been brought up like that.
voice out your opinions,
bearing in mind your tone, of course.
there's no issues i can't raise to my parents,
so i've been taught to do the same from young.
speaking up hasnt been a problem to me.(:

okay,
i'm bent on sleeping early tonight.
i dont care.
i really some sleep.


school was great.
math was productive.
i'm beginning to believe i can pass math for promos.
HAHAHAHAHA.

i love my 3babes.
cos there arent secrets amongst us.
valerie,
we'll stand by you no matter what. (:
we had a good long talk.

i passed my history essay!
not just a boderline pass too!
not exactly fantastic,
but yeah.
hahaha.

i feel good not because i passed,
but because i didn't disappoint mskoh,
and my parents.
yup.

Hmm, you're pulling me
When I hear my favorite song
I know that we belong
Oh, you are the music in me
Yeah it's living in all of us
And it's brought us here because
Because you are the music in me

and i melt a little each time i hear you sing.


hi one and all.

yesterday was youth anni.
cherryl, darren, freddy, jacyln, jiaxing, julian and zhixian came.
thanks for coming, guys. (:

youth alive is 16 years old.
how fast.
i'm in YA for 4years already.
when i first entered,
i never thought it'd be my turn to feel old.
cos 16 seems so far away.
but i'm already 17.
and watching people come and go.

but yup.
i thought the perfomance was good,
despite the hiccups.
i especially liked the dance.
well done, best friend! (:

went for dtc meeting just now.
this is official:
norman's the senior guide,
and i'm the junior commander.
haha.
so we'd be working together.
i'd be mainly doing the admin stuff.
haha.
so yeah,
i'm a supporting role to him.

then it was ning's birthday party.
haha.
i love my family. (:

nights, world.



YAY!
it's YOUTH ANNIVERSARY today!
the long-awaited day is finally here!

i'm excited, cos my friends are coming.
i pray i wont get tua-ed.

RANGERS later!
(:
i miss my RKs.
lots of stuff to do later.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

today will be a busy-busy day!

my cousin called me last night.
kirk: "dilys jiejie, you going for youth anni tomorrow right?"
me: "yup. why?"
kirk: "i follow you back after the thing can? then i go church with you on sunday."
me: "okay, sure."
hahaha.
he's in p6. yeah. so cool.
at least i have a companion when i go home after the event.
hahahaha.

BYE, world! (:
i'm gonna hunt for some food.




i've been pretty from young.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

anyhow,
anyone has hsm2 dvd or friends with them?
i wanna borrow it badly. ):


YAY!
bethel youth anniversary tomorrow!
i'm really looking forward to it,
cos i'm sure it'll be a job well done.
plus there are friends who are going. (:

there's this girl is starsearch who used to be mrchacko's ct rep.
mrchacko: "that girl was my princess. now dilys is my princess."
HAHA.
so cool right.
my teacher calls me a princess.

mr sin has quite high expectations for my group.
and we've gotta prove him right.
oh yea.

ohyeah.
about yesterday.
VAL WAS A GREAT BIG JOKE.
hahahahahaha.
we were walking along to corridor, when we saw some vietnamese visiting SR.
cherr: "oh, those are the vietnam people?"
dilys: "yeah."
val: "oh yea. nam niga nong."
TELL ME, WHAT THE HECK IS NAM NIGA NONG?!
hahahahahahaha.
cherr and i looked at each other and burst out laughing.
hahaha.

before we went to the toilet,
we were slacking in m2-2, while waiting for their chinese lesson.
cherish drew their clique's names on the board.
valerie wanted to add an extra name.
just as she started drawing,
their chinese teacher walked in.
VAL'S REACTION WAS CLASSIC. I'M SERIOUS.
-looks stunned-
"LAO SHI BU SHI WO! BU SHI WO! ZHEN DE BU SHI WO! BU SHI WO!"
as she was saying that, she dropped the marker pen, and held up both hands, as if she was surrendering.
then she ran around the room,
"lao shi! ni bu xiang xin wo! zhen de bu shi wo!!"
she looked like some hen clucking around.
HAHAHAHA.
but it was really super ultimate.
should have captured it down.

MY DARLINGS MAKE LIFE IN SR SUPER FUN AND MEMORABLE.

http://wenlim.myphotoalbum.com/view_album.php?set_albumName=album11
copy and paste this link for fireworks pictures! (:


doing a survey.
a: strongly agree.
b: agree.
c: disagree.
d: strongly disagree.
i really didnt know how to answer,
so i shaded between b and c.

i love them, though they can be real retarded. HAHAHA.

geok is SUCH a joke. HAHA.

PICK UP STICKS!
so cute right!
we played this in the library.
brings back childhood memory. (:






my niece's birthday celebration.
so cool hor. HAHA.

paula and i had a talk last night on msn.
i really thank God for a sensitive leader like her,
cos she reads me like a book.
and i can really relate to her,
so thank God! (:

gp essay test is over.
i didn't really write what i planned to.
had new points in mind.
i tried as hard as i could to follow the format,
so i hope i can do well.
but i was really confused prior to the test.
haha.
the more i read, the more confused i became.

guitar was alright.
learnt a melody.

functions test was quite a joke too.
i made a stupid mistake though.
got back differentiations test, and i passed.

i'm beginning to pass all my tests,
and that's a good sign.
hahahahahahaha.
COS PROMOS ARE COMING.

okay.
bye people.


isnt feelings such a weird thing?
many times we base our decisions on feelings,
not rationale.
especially relationships.
at times, when we know it's best to choose another path,
we choose to go headstrong on this path,
because we "feel like it".

i've gotten myself into craps many times,
because of feelings.
allowed myself to be hurt, because i chose to let emotions rule me.
gotten into trouble like breaking the 19-rule, because my feelings tell me to follow it.
quarreled with my parents, because i just dont "feel like being nice".
and the list goes on.

but ultimately the point i'm trying to drive here is about boy-girl feelings.
many people avoid this topic because well, it's like a taboo sort of thing.

sometimes, as a teenager, we just want security.
it's not just about knowing someone is there,
it's about wanting a physical being who is available exclusively for you.
yeah, people tell you that it's a void that only Christ can fill.
i do NOT deny that.
but we musn't deny the fact that the longing for companionship doesnt just go away after listening to a powerful sermon on how only Christ can fill that void.

so we begin to keep our eyes open, let our necks stretch out, in hope that a good guy will pass by.
one who is interested in your life.
and when he shows interest, we forget what loneliness is all about, we forget our names, we forget everything.
things go on fine and well, until we realise that hey, am i settling for less?
so once again, the search begins, and voila, another comes along.

it's just a vicious cycle, and for a good long time,
we forget how loneliness actually feels like.
so much so that when we're left all alone again,
it feels even worst than before.

it's when all these happen that we begin to FEAR loneliness.
so should we begin questioning ourselves?
are we looking for such stuff to avoid the feeling of loneliness?

for me,
i can honestly say it has happened.
there was a point in time whereby i dreaded loneliness.
the feeling sucks,
cos you really want someone to be there to share your joy, to cry with you, to let you vent your anger.

but i know i'm not being fair.
i'm selfish to feel that way.
unfair towards the guy,
unfair towards my future-husband.

and so,
i've since learnt to guard my heart.
yes, i rave about guys every now and then.
but i'm not serious about it, cos essentially, i dont feel for them.
having said that, i am aware that if i dont curb those ravings in time,
i'll develop feelings.
so i try not to overdo it.

i will continue to be a good guard to my heart.
sometimes it's so easy to be ruled by emotions.
but i'm learning.
it's never easy,
but i know i can do it,
cos i have a BIG God.

and i'm not gonna settle for less.
never.

dont ask me why i talked about such stuff.
just had the urge to.

it's good to bare my feelings at times,
to be completely honest in front of man.

and having said all that i did,
i ultimately recognise that,
of course,
that feeling of emptiness cannot be filled by love i seek here,
no matter how hard i try.
and i hope others will see it too.
but remember,
craving for companionship itself is not wrong.
it's how you handle your feelings that matter.

my final point?
feelings aren't bad.
but being ruled by emotions is.
look at Jesus.
if 2000 years ago He decided to make decisions based on feelings,
He would NEVER have gone to the cross.
so there.

random pictures taken today.
didnt put up some,
cos i dont wanna get into trouble.

i'm good in art right!
haha.
that is mian bao chao ren.
it's on geok's hand.

julian: eh come listen to piano. hall. haha
julian: me luh duh. haha and tim.
julian: .. i always could. haha. too bad someone's hogging the piano.
julian: haha thanks HAHA you didn't knw i could play it meh
julian: Omg. come piano lt4 i play for you.
AWWWWW.
he played canon in d, by the way.



CLARABEL and RYAN chua.
i love them. LOADS. (:






gp time.





haha.
you know the 9o'clock show?
i havent fully watched one proper episode.
and since today's the finale,
i'm watching it.
couples in shows are always damn sweet.

today was a great big joke.

geok has a swollen cheek, cos of some infection.
it's so funny,
cos she has to hold her cheek while laughing.
it's quite a sight.

both she and valerie altered their sleeves.
omg.
it's such a J-O-K-E.
geok's sleeves are too short, it makes her shirt looks small.
and she'd never be seen in a small shirt.

valerie?
even a greater joke.
i noticed her left sleeve is longer than her right sleeve.
that was funny enough.
so we thought,
"okay. maybe it's her shoulders, or the way she wears her shirt."
so geok whipped out her ruler, and measured.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
and it's true,
it's 2cm longer.
SO funny, i tell you.
each time i walk behind them,
i'll just stop in my tracks and laugh.
HAHA.

and in the morning,
we were in sac.
so val went to look for mrtan regarding her math test.
she ran back saying,
"go go! he's coming sac!"
(we were supposed to meet him for consultation. past 2weeks, we did our work, he didnt turn up. today, we didnt do/bring our work, he turns up.)
so geok and cherr scrambled for their bags and RAN off.
i stood there, stunned.
then i started laughing.
val was like,
"GO, DILYS! NOWWWW!"
so i walked off.

to cut the long story short,
we were found out.
and we returned to sac.
i kept laughing,
because i have never done such stuff in my life.
i swear this is the first and last time.
HAHAHAHA.
and i was like,
"we're like, waving our white flags and walking back to sac. HAI. losers. so embarrassing."
HAHA.
but it's so funny.

anyhow,
math consultation was productive.
(:

wah.
the 9oclock show abit cliched ah.

and gp essay common test is a GREAT joke also.

new quote: reuben is nice EVERYDAY.

hahahaha.
i'm nice to write that ok!

okay, bye!


OKAY.
no more eyecandies.
haha.
cos uh.
eileen found out,
weihan's attached.

cherr's insisting that emo's not attached.

whatever the case,
no more eyecandies in school.
full-stop.
(:

okay.
service was good.
God's love is unconditional.
we've gotta accept that.
yet at the same time,
we must learn to live a life that is pleasing to Him.
we can never be sinless, but we can sin less. (:

anyway.
i met jojo at singpost.
cos she wanted to get a drink from coffee bean for pris.
then her dad drove us to church.

after lunch,
joel went to cut hair.
norman, reuben and i went along.
quite funny.
haha.

then i had to make hearts.
for youth anni use.
i felt the ones i made previously was too plain.
wanted to make hearts with shreds of paper inside.
so when lynn tears,
the effect would be nice.

reuben has been very nice today.
haha.

(after lunch, going to hairdresser.)
me: "pass me my plastic bag."
reuben: "nevermind lah."
then he carried it for me.

(after hairdresser, going church.)
me: "would you please help me to carry my plastic bag? " -acts pathetic.
reuben: "ok lah."

reuben: "use the shred machine in office lah."
me: "oh ya hor! can just go up and use?"
reuben: "ya. why not?"
me: "huh. i dont dare."
reuben: "just go lah."
in the end, he accompanied me. HAHA.
idiot right.

-waiting to go up office, in audi.-
reuben: "eh. you can draw well right?"
me: "what you want me to do? i'm busy."
reuben: "help me write 'hello jacinta' nicely leh. your handwriting nicer."
me: "huh. ok lor."
-writes in best handwriting.-
reuben: "you turn the card over and see."
me: "you write already?!?! then why you ask me to write?! how! the card's spoilt!"
reuben: "aiya. for you to write lah. we share one card then."
me: "huh. okay lor."
i dont know what's wrong with him. HAHA.

then he helped me shred the paper.
and we put in small pieces of paper.
cos there was a binding machine.
which produces confetti-like pieces of paper.
HAHA.

me: "you come up here and watch me do hearts very fun hor." (hinting him to help.)
reuben: "ya."
me: "help me cut the hearts lah!!!!"
reuben: "i can't! i don't know how. you draw for me then i cut."
me: "wah you noob leh. so non-artistic."
reuben: "ya. what to do. my art c5."
me: "okay, pen please."
-he stole one from his mum's table.-

-draws inproportionately.-
reuben: "still say i noob."
me: "sorry lah. i'm so artistic, i must cut straight."
reuben: "wah is it."
me: "aiya. just agar agar cut lah. i'm sure you're not that lousy."
reuben: "my art is as good as your singing."
me: "thanks ah."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
irritating.

me: "is there black marker?"
reuben: "you want to outline right. i knew it."
me: "wah. how you know."
reuben: "so obvious."
me: "obvious meh?!"
-he runs off and returns with a black marker.-

ReuBs*·[[___bR0wnn*eyEs*___]]· HAHA. WHAT IS SO FUNNY? NOTHING. says:
okok..dilys is so pretty
*ReuBs*·[[___bR0wnn*eyEs*___]]· HAHA. WHAT IS SO FUNNY? NOTHING. says:
hahaah

AWWWWW.
HAHAHAHA.

and then he changed his nick.
*ReuBs*·[[___bR0wnn*eyEs*___]]· reuben has been very nice today (QUOTED)

omg. he just told me something superly funny.
but i cant share it here.
HAHAHAHA.
i'm sorry i laughed at you.
but it's really funny.

i have an irritating but nice boyfriend.
albeit a pseudo one.
HAHAHAHAHA.


ohmans.
it's sunday already.
haha.
1237am.

anyways.
yesterday, SATURDAY, was a wonderful day!

went to school for pw.

went for rangers.
i have a testimony to share.

you know, i'm now the junior commander for RKs.
so RKs are kids from 5 to 7.
during the program, p1s are usually separated from k1&2.
and i usually help out with the younger age group.
however, today i was asked to help out with the p1s, because there were two other helpers, Clarissa and Melissa.
and so i was with this kid, Elaine.
was going through her advancements,
when we came to the part where she had to name 3 of Jesus' disciples.
she didn't know,
so i named her a few.
we talked about Jesus and all.

elaine: "ya, i know Jesus went around healing the sick. my mummy read those bible stories to me before."
me: "that's good! so now you know some of his disciples' names."
elaine: "ya. but i dont really know alot."
me: "get your mummy to read to you. or you can read the bible on your own!"
elaine: "i know. i'm not a christian. but my mummy is."
me: "oh. you havent prayed the salvation prayer?"
elaine: "what's that??"
me: "praying to God, to ask Jesus to come into your life."
elaine: "no. you mean if i pray that, i'll become a christian?"
me: "yup. it's as simple as that. as long as you believe in your heart."
elaine: "i want! i want to be a christian! can you please teach me how to pray that prayer? "
me: "of course! follow after me."
and i led her in the prayer.

praise God! (:
really. i'm really being blessed through serving in Rangers.
God is really moving in the lives of young kids.
it's a joy to serve in RK.

yup.
edina jie bought me a levi's brown handbag for my birthday.
haha.
THANK YOU!
i like it a lot. (:

went for fireworks festival with:
cmdr julie.
cmdr wenkang.
sylvia.
xide.
my bro.
rongqing.
gabrielle.

OHMYGAWD.
the fireworks were damn pretty.
i was truly mesmerised.
though busy taking photos,
there was moments when i just stood still, smiling.
i felt like the happiest girl in the world. (:

and they say,
a picture speaks a thousand words.
i dont know how many words the pictures below would speak.
some are not very clear.
will upload professional pictures when cmdr wk sends them.
(:

























































and i was telling cherryl,
it'd be good if wh was around.
HAHA.
geok's favourite two words,
FAT HOPE.

good night!
(:

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chelmin.
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joshua.
lebbillie.
pearleen.
ruth.
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Bowen.
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gwen.
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candy.
cherryl.
jiahui.
jacyln.
jiawen.
kaiqing.
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yeapjun

Rangers.
brendan.
cheryl.
gabriel.
gabrielle.
jamin.
jinghan.
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lester.
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