Tuesday, October 23, 2007
thank you,
those who have shown concern.
thank you,
those who have given me your wise words.
okay, i am still praying about it alright?
i know i've been appearing nonchalant, like i've made my final-final decision, and i'm bent on leaving.
truth is, i'm still thinking.
and not that what people have been saying to me aren't affecting me.
my friends have definitely affected me, really.
not just the 3loves. the bowen people, my close friends in sr, basically anyone whom i've told the news to.
i'm hearing a lot, and i really don't wanna base my decision on what anyone says.
i just talked to my xiaogu.
she's a wise lady, and i thank God and love her for it.
of course, i will think through carefully.
it's really not easy, and if you're basing how i feel on how i am presenting myself,
i can tell you it's superficial.
it pains me to see my friends getting upset over my decision, really.
each time i think about my 3love especially, i cant control my tears.
but like i said,
i dont wanna be affected by anyone's words or feelings, whatever they think is the best for me.
i am gonna take time to seriously pray about this,
and i will go where God leads.
thank you once again to all those who care. (:
6:54 PM
